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The Rift Dancer

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26 Re: The Rift Dancer on Thu May 03, 2018 9:39 am

New Era’s Adventures.

Scared, helpless little girl, afraid of evil, which was piercing through her soul...  was facing her fears... all alone... lamenting sour tears... The girl was holding a kitchen knife in her hands. Surrounded by the vicious beasts with bloodthirsty eyes, burning pillars of wood, rising smoke.. falling cinders... collapsing dust... this chaos and crippling puking fear were carved in the eyes of innocence. A situation where one is forced to shed blood in order to survive. “Well... not on my watch!”

-”Gugihihigahahahaha!”- One of these so called ‘beasts’... rather a man, but a foolish one and weak minded as well fractured his mouth to release this high-pitched, sadistic laughter before licking all over his lips and preparing to raise his axe above his head.
-”Juicy...juicy... she’s a blooming flower. My friend down there will be savoring this delicious meat!” - And another filthy mouth resounded in the area... The girl was slowly backing away, but the heat of fire beneath was roughly stroking her spine, the tips of her long hair were gradually melting away...

The weak girl was surrounded by the bandits... or raiders.. I was not aware... I was just passing through and watching the scene from a far, awaiting for my opportunity to interrupt. I was well aware that I had to save up my energy, but I thought that I would rather end up dead than fail to protect them. Four against one... and the “big bad boss” watching from behind. The village was on fire, bodies scattered across the dirty path... all the belongings, all the treasures sacked and ready to be loaded on a wagon... the horses were neighing, seemingly afraid of fire. Poor animals, to be used by such beasts... The remaining survivors fled on the three o’clock from the village. Not even one was brave enough to face these filthy animals, not even one was courageous enough to save this little fragile girl, who frankly appeared to be the bravest of the bunch. I released a deep sigh... pathetic creatures... I drew out Zerneger from my back and chanted words in the language that I was born with...

-”My buddy, grant me some of your strength. Allow me to deal with these beasts, give me the courage and energy to vanquish them from my sight and return the calm breeze in this location.”- The blade was held straight in the air, a pulsating blue aura was seeping from it, merging with my arm as my muscles tightened. I swayed the blade and with a sudden and fluent movement I inserted my index finger in the hollow hole that was carved above the hilt. The sword was spinning on my finger like a propeller as I etched it into the dirt below my feet and let go of it.
-”But not today, my friend. I’m not going to use you to kill these scums.. Their fates will be decided by the villagers.”- Absorbing some of it’s powers I left Zerneger stationary and like a bullet... rather like a projectile with unrivaled momentum I shot up for the sky, my feet were flaring from underneath in it’s magnificent blue colors of hope and opportunity.. of sky and freedom. The flames were those of purity... rather than burning the air, they were freezing it instead, leaving an arc of ice in the trajectory that I was flying through.

At the center of the carnage, at the eye of the Armageddon... the epicenter of the storm and collapsing raging dust a helpless girl stood strong, holding a blunt knife. The man was about to fracture her skull, however his attack was interrupted. I fell down from the skies, crashing into the soil, burying my feet in it and shaking the ground below us... like a marching machine I held out my right hand straight and the axe that flew at the girl got stuck in my hand.. The girl dropped her knife and hid herself beneath my black cloak, which I received as trinket from that Damon person quite some time ago.  

-”What the hell!?”- The man grunted and tried to pull his axe out off my hand... it was deeply stuck inside my black steel gauntlet, the indent metal kept the axe from reaching my flesh. I smirked beneath the cold and expressionless mask, which I’ve been keeping right to this day. It was not the face that mattered, nor was it the past that mattered... it was the goals, dreams and ambitions... both of living and the dead that truly mattered. A symbol of peace... the meaning behind Azure’s mask... my will to carry on, my soul to be strengthened by it, no it was a remainder, a perfect remainder that even right to this day this persona known as Azure was protecting the realm. His face was a symbol of peace to me and to those that I was yet to save. For a defensive action I did remarkably well.
-”What the hell, you ask? I am not hell, I am your salvation!”- I calmly stated to that lowlife and pushed my own hand with the very same stuck axe towards him as he suddenly lost his balance and collapsed on his back. The others took their stances, they did not hesitate to strike me down, but I was prepared to punish them as well.
-”Oi, oi! You masked freak, get tha’ hell outta ‘ere!”- One man, located to my right marched towards me with his mace positioned forwards.
-”Masked freak? Not a correct title either!”- I backfired and quickly bent down my torso forwards his direction and delivered him an uppercut to his jaw. His mace hit the ground as he was sent flying skywards and writhed in pain, hopelessly trying to count his remaining teeth.

There was no time to rest, two more of these grunts were still on their feet. Simultaneously, with their combined efforts they tried to belch out my bowels from my stomach, as their blades were about to be plunged inside me.
-”I would say this attack is too straightforward!”- The confidence of my tone echoed in the skies as I pulled myself from the earth, disobeying the laws of gravity I jumped above their heads and with the help of my, cladded in steel, feet I forced them to bang their heads against each other. It looked like they hugged and kissed each other on the lips in the process. I landed firmly on my feet just before they fell down on the soil.

No one sustained fatal injuries, but it was enough for them to experience pain, and to stop their mischievous acts. The burning fire around the place was dropping a nice shadow from their bodies, with a snap of my fingers I reshaped their own shadows and embroiled them in the shadowy ropes, utterly immobilizing their movements. A couple of more things were left to do... The prioritized one was to deal with their leader... a fat and bald hog of a man... He looked strong, physically at least. He was more than twice my height, carrying a huge sword on his shoulders. His eyes were burning with fury and pride... I could easily read his thoughts of savagery... He was full of himself... way too full... most likely thinking that he alone would be enough to bring down a pipsqueak such as me. Well, his fantasies were nothing more, but a delusional act... a mere childish fantasy... For me these scums were not enough... not even enough for a warm up.

-”Bwahahaha! Come! Come! Your legs are trembling, your pants are wet... and most of all your face beneath this ridiculous looking mask is drenching in snot!”- Petty taunts were not enough to make me furious.. The outcome was already there, it was foreseen since the beginning. Only a matter of seconds remained.
-”I sincerely hope, that you will be having a good time gluing back your shattered bones.”- I sighed and began to slowly approach him. He brought his blade inside two hands and swung it behind his back.. and quickly unleashed the devastating blade, in hopes to split me in half... like I was a ready to be chopped piece of wood on a stump to him.
-”How do you like this, you vermin!?”- He furiously shouted, but I did not even flinch... I was just going straight at him. My relaxed and firm posture reflected the confidence that I was lacking before.. I was well aware of my capabilities. The titan’s blade was stopped by the pitch black arms that rose from the ground just before the impact. The shadowy hands took a hold of his blade and fractured it to miserable little shards with the applied crushing force.. I remained silent and was standing just before him... His shadow overlapped my frame. Indeed... such a big guy... and such a wasted life on his side... I was nowhere close to his waist in comparison.
-”No! My blade... You are a demon! Please have mercy on me!”- The bandit boss suddenly bursted into tears... his pathetic face expression begged for pity. His hands were shaking, causing him to let go of what remained of his once so great and mighty sword... well nothing much remained... only a mere hilt was left from it after all.

Fiery breeze passed through us as the wind began to build on my feet... It was not a mere wind, it was the energy that I was storing inside my body. Like a minuscule hurricane it enveloped my body... Like a helix the pressurized wind was spinning around my body, slowly lifting me up to his stomach level. The helix of wind suddenly received a new form.. a new form of energy seeped from the depths of my body as the markings of darkness etched themselves deeper throughout my body. Cold blue blazes were swirling around my frame as my clenched fist became like a burning stone.. The blue fire spiraled it’s way up across my whole arm as I sent my fist flying across the air, aiming for his stomach.
-”Oh, I pity you. However, remember this... those, who hold power are responsible for this situation. You have nothing to do with it, you are nothing, but a mere scapegoat at this point of time.”- My words were marked before the fist impacted with his stomach. His frame bent backwards, due to collision as his whole body was caught in the momentum produced by the sheer force of the spinning flames, ultimately sending him flying across the scenery. He went through several trees up ahead, leaving a smaller hole each time.. before he ultimately crashed in the strong, huge and mossy oak.

-”Oops. Guess I placed way too much force inside this one.”- The flames went off as I landed on my feet, glancing at my fist.
-”Oh well, he should be alive. Not sure if he’ll ever walk again though.”- I shrugged and lowered my hand. Only one thing was left, I turned back and approached the scared little girl, I bent down before her and removed the gauntlet from my right hand. I placed my hand on top of her head and stroked it gently.
-”It’s alright now, these bozos will not cause problem anymore. You shouldn’t be crying, the villagers in the east should of seen that big guy hitting the tree there. So they will return here in no time and put out the fire.”- I comforted the girl and stood up, stuffing the gauntlet on my hand.
-”But.. mister... don’t go!”- She cried out and held my cloak tightly.
-”Sorry, I can’t stay with you here, nor I can do anything about the burning village. I have important matters to attend to. My presence is needed elsewhere.”- I smiled beneath the mask and began to walk away from the place with my arm raised skywards.. I was waving at her.
-”At least tell me your name, mister hero!”- She fell into tears and shouted at the top of her lungs. For the last time ever... I stopped and spoke to her.
-”My name is Si-..I mean.. I am Az-... Nah.. I am nothing, just a guy, who happened to be at the right place, at the right time. I’m not a hero.. a hero would prevent this village from being attacked in the first place... a hero would put out the fire. However, in my eyes, you are the true heroine... you were the last one standing here, trying to fight back... trying to defend the things that are precious to your heart. This is a true act of heroism.. You are so young and weak, but yet you were willing to sacrifice yourself in order to protect what’s important. Take these words to your heart and do whatever you deem right! I believe in you, one day you will grow up to be a fine woman!”- I raised my thumb up and vanished from the scene, I regretted the fact that I did not put out the fire, but I could not do anything about it... Every lump of energy was necessary in order to survive for me.

Thus it was just a beginning, rather a single memory of my new adventure. Reflecting on the changes and new thoughts inside my mind I was only about to begin my true journey. With positive thoughts and ideas I felt like I could do almost anything, nothing was stopping me from achieving my dreams, hopes and ambitions. I felt like I could do anything on my own, a feeling that rivaled the capabilities of kings and queens, Gods and Goddesses alike. Although I was aware that the real path up ahead was rough, the winds of changes were blowing everywhere... The trust issues that I had remained there, but slowly and steadily I was taking my steps into this world. Guided by hopes and dreams of those, who were indifferent for me... of those, who died and sought to do better... I decided to stick to each and every of them, like an unbreakable chain that connected the ones, who left and the ones, who were still moving forward and fighting further.

My ideas were fueled by each and everyone of them... my dreams were reignited with new life inside. I truly became something else, it was so unexpected for me... I never hoped to be someone like this, but yet here I was today... standing tall and unbroken. Lots of expectations and lots of struggles still remained, but my heart was free, the painful aching that I had before vanished. With each step that I took I started to like myself more, but yet at times I still got stuck in my emotions... if only Azure was able to see my growth... How I came to be... I deeply knew that he was somewhere there watching over me... protecting me from the shadows.. As he was the shadow himself... To my surprise I actually felt that he was alive, still breathing somewhere in Atreia. Still waiting for our true and happy reunion. My soul could tell it, but my eyes were craving to see it.

I really did evolve... I woke up having nothing, but what I’ve done, what I went through and what I received made me realize that I had a lot inside me. In the end the words of his were not meaningless, they were pushing me further... I was actually doing whatever I deemed right, I was actually doing something alone and it was no one else’s, but my own doing. Yet no one was able to gaze inside my heart or soul, but it was not the case for me to shut myself completely. However my heart was unable to rest... not until I was able to see Azure again.

Thus I arranged my final journey... a journey to meet this world, to seek for atonement, to help the ones in need and with my last remainder of power... or rather life force.. to see Azure once again and hand him back the damn mask, that I held precious to my heart. I was unaware how long it was going to take or if I will ever fulfill my dreams, but I was not going to give up on them either... I was ready to resort to every measures that were necessary. It was a new beginning and a true one indeed... not a fake and made up one, when I just wanted to excuse myself with my misery. The real and most likely the final journey of my life... What would follow beyond was not up to me. The memories that I created in this world... I held everything dear to my heart... Pain and misery.. those were just memories.. I was yet to escape the pain, I was yet to destroy the misery... Standing tall on the hill, I was gazing at the sun... awaiting for my newest adventure.
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Zerneger’s awakening.

Thus... days and nights were crawling by... moons and suns were spinning in the sky... My foot marks were scattered across the globe of Atreia. Climbing up the hills, swimming through the rivers, surviving the coldest glaciers, enduring the fiery heat of the volcanoes, cutting my way through the dense bushes in the jungles, escaping the thirst of the desert I was advancing... Marching like soldier, advancing like bullet... I was spinning in circles across the various continents... looking for one man, although my search was fruitless so far... nothing good came out of it, not a single clue.. nothing at all, but I had not given up the hope. I settled in the region of Cygnea for some time, to relax and prepare my mind for what was about to come next. Cygnea, was located somewhere in Balaurea. Cygnea, which until very recently was in the depths of the ocean, still housed it’s abundance of aquatic life and features... or at least that’s what I learned so far about the place. I was above the land, but yet in this place I felt like I was below the ocean waves. I found myself a nice waterfall in the far south eastern corner of this land and submerged my feet in the water that was streaming down. There I began to meditate, to feel one with the nature... to escape out of my physical shell, which was my body.

I steadily took a deep breath inside my lungs, absorbing the coolness of the air inside myself and raised my arms up to feel the energy of the nature... the energy that I was well adapted to. A spiraling stream of wind gathered from below my feet and consumed me whole, the newfound power that I was able to harness after I accepted my thoughts. No, it was rather the power that I always had inside me, but finally... after so long... I was in perfect control of it. Those were mine and Zerneger’s connected powers. Long and deadly time of struggles improved me... Of course, the cost was great, the sacrifices were deadly... but it was indeed a learning process. A time, when I sought for knowledge through struggles and pain finally paid off, though it was a shame that I only acquired this power after I lost everything dear to my heart. Though, not everything was completely lost... I still had my dreams inside my heart and the sword that I forsook most of the time was still there with me.. My last buddy in the shape of a tool of war. The time was finally right, I had to talk with him. There were a lot of questions still lingering in my head, but now I was aware that Zerneger will not be keeping his mouth shut.
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-”Listen, I get it that you don’t like speaking about my past, but I just want to know a couple of things.”- I drew the blade from behind my back and held it straight before my eyes, speaking to it... more like speaking to him, if he was really a male.
-”Oh? You want to know something, perhaps I can tell you a thing or two.”-The tip of the sharp blade vibrated as the echoing shriek of Zerneger’s voice flooded my ears.
-”Yes. Just where the hell did you come from!?”- My mouth fired the question like a cannon.
-”Hahaha! Silly, Simon. Weren’t you going to ask about your own past?”- As usual he started out his question with a laughter and some form of insult.
-”Silence! Just tell me.”- I backfired, angrily shaking the sword back and forth.
-”Yeeeeaaah riiight. I’ll be brief.. I hope... I came from the universe, more exactly from the multiverse or the omniverse. I was the space itself, the one who created the matter, the one who expanded the universe. Basically everything what you see before you is a part of my body. One of the Gods of creation I was, a true and righteous God, but even Gods are powerless against some beings... You wouldn’t even believe in their existence. To them both you and I are nothing more, but ants or microbes. Thus, after the universe was created I was reduced to nothing, but a mere sword. I hid a part of my consciousness and powers inside this sword and this is how I came to be... A good-for-nothing talking sword, which grants it’s wielder a speck of my former powers at the cost of the user’s life.”- He ended his speech with a prolonged yawn, whether he was lying to me or not was not up to me to judge, but I trusted in the fact that his powers were indeed amazing.. thus I had to place my trust in him.
-”I see, it is hard to believe this, but wait! You mentioned something about the contract, what did you mean back then?”- There were no boundaries to my curiosity.

-”Believe what you want, I’m just stating the facts... though I have no proof. Well yes, even in the current state that I am now I have an option to be alive, that maybe one day I will be atoned for my actions and come back to my own realm not as a sword... but as a God of space. However for this to happen I was bound to mortals, I was forced to learn about their everyday lives, their feelings, motives and establish a connection with them, which should become deeper than anything. Basically to completely escape this sword and ascend to my Godhood again I am obliged to become just like you mortals are. I was well aware of the fact that someone like you will come to existence, actually I was waiting for the moment of your birth. Indeed there were others before you, but those fools failed to use me wisely, those worms died before they could fully synchronize with me and all the progress that I made so far was reverted back to zero. However, as millions of years went by...- you were born. Your past life reflected a promising potential in your eyes... Your powers and abilities shone through the centuries that passed by and that was when I realized that one day you will stumble upon a shrine where I as a sword resided in. It was nothing more, but destiny... The rifts, the space itself was guiding you towards me. Though you can’t remember about your past, but you live longer than you are aware of. Your home world is not Atreia and you’ve been in several worlds before. Though, as I said I will not reveal this to you. It’s against the rules of our contract. But note this, that only you alone can use my powers. It’s not for anyone, I only grant you my powers by choice and the more full of yourself you are, the more our interconnected souls grow. However, since this power is not designed for simple humans to use negative effects take place on your physical body, the example of this is the black corruption, which is spreading throughout your chest. One day you will crumble from the excessive use of my power and so will I, but the difference will be this that I will be reborn as another sword and you will be banished from existence.” - His words seemed hard to believe, everything appeared incomprehensible and chaotically insane.

However, after my brains digested Zerneger’s story I finally understood how he felt and what he was doing in my hands in the first place... Maybe it was destiny, maybe it was something else.. The answer that he gave me might turn out as smoke and mirrors one day, but this forsaken sword was the only thing that I had left for me. I had to put my faith in him, it was not by choice, I just had to... In all honesty his speech awakened even more questions in my head. I had to understand everything, I had to seek for knowledge. It was not by choice, but it was my destiny. Reflecting on my brief past... I finally understood that the sword itself was there, since the very beginning, when I woke up that day... He was there, with me.. It was my fate since the beginning. The Godly power of Zerneger was necessary to put an end to all the struggles, to all the conflicts... no...to end the power, to end the hate and suffering... I knew it all deep inside my soul, because my long absence in the past meant his presence here in Atreia. Most likely, I sought him out... to do this task, to protect the village.. to protect my friends... to defeat Triniel. The reason behind my lost memories was probably, because of him... Those people always tried to steal him away from me... To absorb my own powers... yes... indeed... it was because of his amazing power. I had no other choice left, but to never give up on my path. To march through the invisible boundaries of illusions and to face with the unknown and devastating forces myself.

-”So you are saying that you have to become human first in order to ascend to the Godhood again?” - I was able to feel my facial expression changing to a sad one, my face...my mouth dragged itself down, the smile turned into a frown of concern.
-”Indeed.”- Zerneger gave a brief answer.
-”So, if you manage to ascend to the Goodhood, will it mean my death?” - This would make a lot of sense, considering the fact that our souls and minds were merged into one.
-”No, but the fact is that you would never see me again, this sword, where my consciousness reside in will crumble to nothingness. It will crumble to nothingness if you die as well, but as I said I will be reborn as another sword, seeking for another potential wielder. Hell, the reason why I saved your sore ass countless of times is because I want to see you succeed.” - At least he reluctantly admitted that he is indeed on my side.
-”I got you, partner. So was I the one seeking for you, or it was you?”- Arising questions to pointless answers.
-”It was neither. It just happened that you lost your sword to some dragon. However, you made allies afterwards and they showed you the shrine from where they were driving their own powers by forming contracts with souls or beings similar as me. However the soul itself handpicks the user according to their mentality and strength. Since I was the most compatible with you I chose you.”- Thus it was the story behind his appearance in my life.

-”I think I understand what you mean, honestly nothing can surprise me at this point of time. Though one thing is still bugging me, what did you mean by that... for me to live longer than I am aware of? Do you mean that I am way older than I appear?”- It was surprising for me to believe it... he even meant centuries... was I really a relic from the past?
-”Well, since I can’t say exact information about you, but I feel that there’s no stopping your curiosity I can only say this, - you are not one, but several centuries old.”- His statement was as shocking as I imagined for it to be.
-”H-..hold..on! Am I even a human being then!?”- After hearing this I could not maintain my calmness.
-”Technically you are, at least you were born as one, but there’s more to it than you think. However, I can’t break the rules. If you want to find out for yourself then seek Thomas, he is ready to lift the seal. Any more questions?”- Zerneger sighed.
-”I think my head is getting dizzy from your words, it’s just hard to believe everything... actually I’m not even sure who I am anymore. However, I will do what I must for now... this is my resolution, I can’t lose my way... not now... not ever... But I want to know one more thing, why in the living hell I can see a person standing in front of me!?”- I was distracted by a figure, just a couple of steps before me... With each glance the image before my eyes became clearer and clearer... The transparent body, almost like a ghost was standing before me. Showing it’s back... six blue transparent wings on each side, transparent body was cladded in black robe. Did it belong to male? Or was I imagining things? The sight that I witnessed before my eyes was unclear and abstract until it finally shaped itself into a transparent tall, masked man.
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The stranger suddenly turned his head at my side and looked over his shoulder, there was nothing... just robes, no visible flesh, some black substance made up the visible parts of his body, if it was his body to even begin with and then my sword suddenly spoke.
-”It appears that I can already manifest myself into this realm of space. Though the assumed form is not enough yet, but I managed to evolve this much indeed. My consciousness is finally awaking itself.”
-”Wait it is you!?”- I nervously reacted out of rising confusion.
-”Yes and no, but it’s more like a spatial projection of me, I created the appearance to suit your understanding.”- The sword said.
-”So, does this mean that we already synchronized this much?”- I asked him.
-”Yes, through our connected consciousness I can come to flesh one day, I will be more similar to mortals. It’s the work of the ultimate universe that resides inside your feelings and my mind.”- His projection or whatever slowly raised his arm and pointed his index finger towards me.
-”Ultimate what?”- I was both lost for words and excited.
-”Allow me to show you, the place, the realm, the state of mind, the world of mine, the world of your feelings, the inner part of your soul, where you visited not once, but countless of times along this journey of yours.”- He said and then darkness consumed my vision.

Power of the ultimate universe.

My consciousness drifted to a whole other plane of reality, at first I was only able to feel nothingness... No I was gazing into blackness of the dark, my body was numb, I tried to talk, I tried to shout... I tried to see and even feel myself, however there was no response... The sound was silenced. No, there was no sound at all, my body was somewhere else as well. It was a familiar feeling, but yet completely distant and new experience. Everything that lied inside myself were my thoughts and thoughts alone. A complete state of nothingness, but yet there I was thinking about this nothingness. At first I thought to myself that I am already dead, that Zerneger killed me as soon as he spoke his words, however it was not the case... I realized that I was trapped inside my mind, but was it my mind to even begin with?

-”Welcome to my world, Simon.. no welcome to your world... no welcome to our world... no welcome to the world of everything that you know and see, everything that you feel and hear, everything that you do or did, everything that passed and everything that is yet to come... welcome to the gates of truth, to the state of our mind. To the doors of your inner universe.”- A chilling pressure on my body and a wind that was far stronger than everything imaginable pierced through my head like a shrieking bullet. White and abstract cracks suddenly marched through the black walls, - as they shattered whole... to light, to red, to green, to blue, to pink, to gray... the visible specters were changing wildly. Before my eyes moving images engraved in the vast nothingness.. they were showing the moments of my life, the moments of my thoughts, the moments of my dreams and everything that happened these past years...

But yet I could not speak, I could not whisper a damn word as my throat was dry... I found myself standing on a tall mountain, gazing at horizon, snow was falling as I finally was able to move my body, no it looked like I received a body.

-”Where am I?”- I silently asked.
-”You are inside your mind, inside your heart and soul. You are in the world that we both created, - inside the deepest layer of your mind. Everything here is under our control. No it is under your control. It’s the reflection of your thoughts, the reflection of your inner world. The time here has lost it’s meaning, not even a second has passed in the real world. It’s the space of your world, the space that I created with my consciousness. Subconsciously you’ve been in this place countless of times, this is how we used to communicate. This is how I broke you out of the endless sleep when Thomas trapped you, this is how you were able to gaze inside your thoughts and shape their visual appearance. It’s the manifestation of your own world that you created throughout your journey and here I am, this is where I live, in this spiritually abstract world.”- The strong and thundering voice broke down the sky as the ripple in time and space broke through and the white hands took a hold of my body and pulled me inside.

-”Where am I?”- I was confused, but yet I was able to distinct the place, the feeling that I had... It was really the plane of my own existence, where I witnessed the visions in my head... everything that I’ve done so far, it was like a database of my life.
-”You are inside yourself. It’s the power of our shared soul and yet it is incomplete, due to your lacking memories. While it can’t do any physical change, it can help you to make your decisions mentally, as it only acts to take quick decisions and to gaze inside your heart, and to reshape the path of your choosing. The more you develop here, the more significant I become in the real world, once you reach the pinnacle of this ultimate universe I will become human just like you. Familiar place isn’t it? Now try to reshape this world with your mind and see what happens.”- Zerneger came up with a suggestion at the end.
-”To reshape this world huh?”- I asked, imagining the world of happiness, the world of no worries.

The darkness suddenly twisted into meadows of greenery, the sun was shining, my friends were there... Even Azure was there, lying beside a tree. I approached him as the tears bursted from my eyes, his image suddenly vanished as I tried to reach him with my arms.
-”No wait!”- I lamented.
-”You see, here you can rethink and tune yourself mentally. You can do everything, even recreate and interact with your memories, well at least the ones that you already made and not the ones you lost. However it will not change the things how you remember them, it’s only for you to escape from reality and remember the important and close to heart things by reliving them differently.”- The sword calmly stated.
-”Agh! You mean, this is how I managed to overcome my grief so quickly? This is how I happened to become mentally stable!?”- It started to finally make sense, but the experience was otherworldly... It was not the experience that was out of this world, - it was the clash between my imagination and my feelings, however this time I was aware of this world’s existence and was able to consciously interact.
-”Exactly, this is the place, this is the ultimate universe. You can only achieve this state of mind, because I am here. Because I am a part of you. Although, if you become mentally unstable once again everything here will shatter and your powers... well they will crumble and become wild again, just as it happened when you witnessed the death of Azure.”- Zerneger’s laughter poured down like a swarm of meteors, shattering the place apart... for it to become dark once again. I began to fall into nothingness until I opened my eyes into the real world.

-”Now I know the answers, indeed you are one amazing sword! I never thought that I was able to enter inside this state of consciousness. I thought that everything that I witnessed so far were just vivid illusions.”- I spoke to the “ghostly” Zerneger once again.
-”No Simon, it was the power that you possessed all along, although I didn’t want to tell you about this... because the boy that you were in the past couldn’t possibly perceive the existence of such reality. Yet it may be useless in this current world, it has it’s uses for you to take important decisions and not to fall down from your road. Take it to your advantage, as not everyone can do it, as not everyone possesses me.”- Zerneger finished his speech and the spatial projection disappeared into the thin air, like it never existed. Thus it was the first step for Zerneger in taking a different form, which could resemble him closer to human.

Travels of unknown.

After I got to learn about Zerneger and myself deeper I decided to stay at the waterfalls for a little longer, mostly I meditated and trained. I was trying to master the control of my power consumption and how to spend less energy, the training was necessary to prolong my lifespan for a little longer. The training went well, nothing and no one were interrupting with the process, I had sources of drinkable water and ate local fish to keep my stomach full. After I was done with the training I packed the food supplies into my backpack, which was now located beneath my cloak and headed out with great hopes of finding traces of possibly alive Azure. The journey up ahead seemed long, but I never stopped to believe in my own dreams. With my newfound personality and will to move on I felt like an unstoppable force of nature.

My possibly meaningless, but hopeful travels led me to a lot of places, I stumbled upon ancient relics, studied the culture of the Daevas, helped strangers along the way, fought my way through hordes of horrible monsters, as always my travels never ended nor they led me somewhere, but at least it helped me to develop into something else, into a man that I once dreamed to become. Instead of a useless crybaby I became a solid man, the mirrors of the past were not trying to break my will, the reflections of distant future were not interrupting either.

I’ve climbed the mountains and gazed at the horizons, marked the visited territories in my map, but Jake... he was just a goner or maybe it was me, a really bad tracker... If only I knew what sort of energy he possessed if only I was able to feel, then maybe... maybe a rift in space would of done the job. However, I was unlucky with this circumstance as it felt like it happened ages ago, like the man itself was probably gone for good... although I was still hearing stories about him, but there was no way tracking that guy. Even then if I were to find him the answer to my question was not guaranteed. The starlight led my way, the cold and dark nights warmed me from inside.. I was not afraid of anything, I was ready to accept any given challenge, but yet I was lacking something... However I never knew the answer to this question.

Once I even visited Reshanta or the abyss, for me it was the same... I did not care how to call it exactly. There I was hoping to find someone or at least something that would help me on my journey, but everything was just as fruitless as before. Although the place was nice, the place really suited my heart’s requirements. Yet there I was facing off the greatest of threats... mindless, but powerful monsters... all of them wanted to erase my presence, but my sword and my powers were slashing through their flesh. It felt so satisfying, - to avoid the fear, to feel my blood pumping with adrenaline, to unleash my emotions and ideas by force... a force that was not even understandable for me. Though with each use of my sword I merely closed in to my bane, my death was ringing the bells of eternal silence. The worst was yet to come, but I was not aware of anything, however I did have the feeling, but it was not the reason to turn back and not the cause to stop my final journey.
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Days and weeks, and finally months has passed, since I started to live a nomad’s life... I was faraway from home, well at least this is how I wanted to call my village, but yet I was unsure about my presence there, but I made a promise to Sandvika that I will return there one day and I will... I did have feelings for that girl, but I was not aware of these emotions, it was love, but there was not anything romantic between us. I counted her as a family member of mine, like a little sister... Probably Azure felt the same way about her or he was not feeling anything at all. It was strange that the person I felt attached to most was the most mysterious one for me, but deep in my heart and the inner layers of my soul I knew how both of us felt about each other. He accepted me as I was, and he did not care about my choices, because he always had faith in me. That was the definition of true friendship.

After a while I stopped counting time, the ticking clock was nothing compared to how much I thought about these things... about the hopes that I had... everything was easy, but yet so hard... the journey itself was challenging, it was the greatest one indeed, I could not compare it to my other journeys. However, indeed I was missing something on my side, maybe the things that I was lacking were acquaintances or even friends. I was aware that it was necessary to establish some connections, but yet I trusted little to no one. This thought exposed itself as the biggest dilemma of mine, if only I was able to find like minded people, if only someone showed me such great compassion like Sandvika, Jaina, Azure or others did... but hell no... I was not seeking for compassion, my journey was set in stone and I had to carry it out alone. In the end this was a fun thought that crossed my mind, yet I knew nothing what would happen the next day or the next month.

I reached the desert of the Eltnen and it marked a couple of important events in my journey. It all started with me fighting the desert lizards, I was not even using my sword... actually I was fighting them barehanded, I managed to manifest the blades of energy from my wrists with the help of the blue flames, like my shadow manipulation ability the flames were able to change shape and density. However the range was not so great and this ability itself was drawing out the force of my life, but I had no other choice since there were too little shadows on the sand, due to the brightness of the sun. Yet I fought my way through, stabbing through their guts, slashing through their necks, it felt great, but it also wore me down even more and more until I became aware of my fleeting existence, but I had no other choice, there was no escaping those beasts and to relight my dreams I was forced to take my stance. It was not me, it was the strength that I was left with... Those, who cared about me were living deep inside my heart and the strength they gave me was far beyond anything. I was not invincible, I was just a fragile man, but I was not intending to leave it all behind and escape from the reality, not until I return my friend back. At the same time it saddened my heart, but at the same time it inspired the inner side of me, I wished for my journey to be a deserving one.
-”Shadows die twice, eh?”- I silently whispered to myself at the end of a long day.
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The man, who knew everything.

I took my time at the deserts for longer than I planned, but I had to scan through every corner, through every inch of sand... maybe... just maybe a clue, a trace, anything would of done the job... I decided to take a break for one day and visited some sort of oasis along the way to receive some proper rest. A fine place it was, the greenery of the wildlife was revitalizing, the flowing water in the rivers gave me chills of relaxation. However, I ultimately realized that someone was tracking me for the whole time. I was not wrong, I had this feeling, but it was impossible to pinpoint the person’s location or to feel it’s intent. However the very same person finally showed up, this encounter marked one these so called important events of my journey. It was confusing, but yet daring... I was ready to face the consequences in the future.

A shady man approached me from behind, I was able to feel his presence and his frame. Something was ominous about him, but I was curious to know why in the living hell he was following me. I stopped in the middle of the road, planting my feet firmly on the ground and exhaling all the air from my lungs I decided to talk to him.
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-”Alright, this is getting on my nerves, what the fuck do you want from me?”- I squeezed my fists tightly as I let out the question with annoyance in my tone and overall speech.
-”Sh is’ awwright’o, Simo’.”- The man answered me, his speech was the most random thing I ever heard... Not to mention the goofiness in his tone and a voice that was a little similar to my.
-”Ahh I get it! A creepy stalker already managed to learn my name.”- I commended his efforts as I clapped for him sarcastically.
-”Creepy stalka’? I always knew yar’ name, dumb fuck.”- The man laughed after saying his insult, his voice irritated me.. not only it was similar to my voice, but it was also in a higher pitch on purpose and sounded so daring. The intonation itself sounded funny and childish, like I was talking to some damn kid, who did not know the manners.
-”You what!?”- I touched the hilt of my sword and prepared to cut him down just in case if things were to get violent.

-”Yesh’, yesh’ mi’ bud’, mi’ brotha’ I know who yar’ are. No need to resort to yar’ sword.. Zerneger I assume.”- The stranger ended his speech with a laughter.
-”Alright this is getting way too annoying, how do you know all this information about me? Like hell, I didn’t tell the name of my sword to anyone if I remember correctly!”- I suddenly found myself wishing to break his arm or leg for this.
-”Ah gotcha, gotcha! Dun’ be angree’ awright’, Simo’ bud? Ye’ see I know everything about ya’, but I’m ‘ere not to brag about it, I came to discuss business ‘ere, brotha.”- He kept his tone goofy.
-”Tch, alright at least let me take a glance at you.”- I loosened the grip on the hilt and lowered my arm, slowly turning my head to his side. However my motion was interrupted by a sudden arc of blizzard, Half of my body became frozen from the bottom to the top.
-”I strongly advice yer’ against looking at mah’ face, matey!”- The solid ice suddenly thawed and drenched the right half of my body with liquid.
-”Damn you, what do you want from me!?”- I sighed as I yelled at him, but decided to keep myself from looking at him.  
-”Enough of this silly act. I came here to tell you something, Simon.”- His tone suddenly turned to a serious and ominous one. It’s like his personality shifted to the opposite side.
-”Tsk.. how did you manage to find me!? No, how do you know so much about me?”- My fingers twitched nervously along with skyrocketing heartbeat.
-”It wasn’t a hard task, given all the information I have about you. I know everything about you, about your past and where did you vanish for two whole years. Your sword is also responsible for the appearance of various rifts around the globe, they connect with some of the worlds that you visited once. As for myself, for now there’s no need for me to disclose my identity.”- This guy appeared like a dangerous news, but I had to act cool.
-”What do you want from me? What business do you have with me, are you with those people, like Hanzsel.. if that’s the case then I’m going to cut you down instantly.”- I threatened him.

-”Go on then, cut me down.”- He passed me by my right shoulder, patting me gently before stopping in front of me and exposing his wide open back. He was dressed in gray chained robes, his hands were covered with steel plates that had three spikes erected from above, they almost resembled steel claws. Probably a good tool for assassination and even better for hand-to-hand combat, where one punch would do to make his opponent bleed. On the upper part of his body a hood was sewn to the fabric and another, smaller one, was worn by him. Such a shady looking appearance, his attire almost resembled the one I worn in the past. A dangerous looking cyan sword was strapped to his back by metallic chains, it looked incomplete as it was frozen solid, reflecting sun rays at my side and emitting chilling pressure off it’s frame. The temperature gradually started to drop as a chilling sensation touched my skin beneath my clothes. The stalker was wide open, but yet I hesitated to strike him, his sheer presence and knowledge intimidated me. Despite the fact that I took him for a complete idiot at first he was probably smarter than I could of thought. As no one is foolish enough to expose the back to it’s opponent without a good plan up ahead.
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-”Your boldness will get you killed one day, you know.”- I desperately tried to keep calm.
-”Maybe, maybe. In the end it’s up to you, cut me down now and you might survive. Hesitate to cut me down and you might turn out as a corpse one day.”- He was perfectly calm.
-”So what business do you have with me? Should I repeat this to you or not, - are you with those people, who attacked me?”- I just wanted to wrap our pointless conversation as quickly as possible.
-”Ah... those people are not my enemies, but they are not my allies either. I fight for myself, just like you do right now. I came here to give you a message.”- He sighed and reached in inside his right pocket, searching for something.
-”What’s the message then, stranger?”- I curiously asked him as I lowered my guard for a moment.
-”Here, catch this card!”- He brought a white plastic card from his pocket and swiftly tossed it backwards, above his head. The card was flying in a trajectory, which resembled an arc. The throw was well calculated as it landed right inside my palms.
-”What is this nonsense?”- I took a glance at the card, numbers were present there.. The first one was crossed out with a red marker. The numbers went from one all the way to thirty one.
-”Count the days, exactly after a month come back to Baltasar Hill village.”- He stated.
-”Is that it? What will happen then? Why should I come there after a whole month?”- It sounded way too suspicious, but yet I was unsure, which part was the most suspicious, - was it his secretive presence or was it his message..?

-”I am just a messenger, nothing more and nothing less. However, exactly after a month a great crisis will strike this village. An all out war will break out, if you care about it’s safety you have no other choice, but to pay a visit there. Do I make myself clear?”- It sounded like a declaration of war, however was he really my enemy... or maybe, just maybe... he was my ally?
-”There’s no way, who are the attackers this time?!”- I panicked.
-”Well of course, it’s going to be them... Hanzsel, Aurora.. a couple of others will participate in the slaughter as well.”- He sighed and took a step forward.
-”Tch, well thanks for telling me this information, but can I even trust you?”- I wondered.
-”Of course you can, I’m not a liar. After all, we’re like brothers... in some way at least.”- He chuckled.

-”What the? This sword it can’t be!”- Zerneger’s voice suddenly entered inside my head.
-”What do you mean, do you know this sword?”- I spoke to him telepathically.
-”It’s way too similar to that sword, but it’s impossible! I must be imagining things!”- His tone was awfully nervous and distant, it’s like I could feel the fear coming from his voice.
-”What the hell do you mean? Tell me!”- I tried to draw the knowledge off him to the light.
-”No, never mind. It shouldn’t be possible for a human like him to have it. It must be a similar type...”- He suddenly stopped talking and remained silent for the time.
-”Brothers huh? You know what? You don’t make a lot of sense, but since you know a thing or two about me, I’ll be there after a month. Guess it’s inevitable, however can you at least tell me your name?”- I agreed to his bizarre request and wondered whether I was aware of his true name or not.
-”Perfect. I can’t say you my name, not yet at least. By the way, do you know Thomas’ whereabouts?”- He ended his speech with a question about Thomas at the end.
-”Guess, there’s no helping it. Thomas huh? I’m not sure what do you want from him, but since you know him I can tell you, he should be somewhere at Morheim I assume.”- I did not disclose the exact location to him though.
-”I see, thank you for your cooperation. Farewell, Simon.”- He headed off and ultimately vanished in the distance. I was lost for words and thoughts, I was not sure what to even say or do, however I was completely sure that my questions will be cleared in the upcoming month.
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Something was definitely suspicious about that person, yet I could not move a single finger under his ominous presence, it seemed like an invisible wall of  otherworldly strength was surrounding his body. It was always a foolish act to trust strangers, but then I thought that Sandvika’s life might be in grave danger. I had a whole month to prepare myself for the upcoming carnage, but yet I had to search for traces of Azure. Without Azure on my side... I alone stood no chance against them. I was trapped in a corner, but yet I had to move forward, I had no time to waste... not anymore. I decided to cut my break and head out off the oasis without further waiting. Hiding Zerneger inside it’s pocket dimension for convenience I began my search.
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27 Re: The Rift Dancer on Thu May 03, 2018 9:38 pm

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Water, food... I was almost out of supplies, the temperature was unbearably hot.. my skin was burning and the liquids inside my body were evaporating with each step that I took. The effects of the starvation took longer to take a toll on my body, but the lack of drinkable water made me nauseous and more or less mad. On top of all things I was lost in the middle of the desert, going in circles, wearing myself further, seeing mirages up ahead... my mind was getting crazy, rather I was getting insane myself... I was so exhausted that I was even unable to summon Zerneger to my side and escape from the desert through a portal. In the end my existence was fleeting, but I was clinging to one last hope, no matter what I had to survive, and to my biggest surprise I was able to see a village in a far, on some sort of hill, I decided to pay it a visit. At that point of time I was not aware of what kind of fortune the future may bring, however my decision marked the beginning of the second important event.

As a few crickets chirped in and among the village gardens, a girl in a distance struggled to get some shut-eye. She released a tiresome yawn, it appeared that the girly was watching over the entrance to the village or at least she was hanging out near the guards. In her horizon my frame became visible. I was advancing towards the village, taking slow steps as the scorching breezes of the desert were heating up the steel of Azure’s/my thick-layered black mask. My white clothes were smeared with sand. From the outside my skin was concealed by my cloth, which was drenched in hot sweat... I was breathing heavily beneath my mask. In a matter of a single minute I was fully present before the entrance of the village. I took a glance at the female guards, but my gaze remained shifted at the beauty, who was resting to my right. The visible red eye spots in the mask flashed a little as I exhaled the air from my lungs before speaking.
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-"I assume that you protect this village?"- I started off with a simple question.
-"Ahh! I didn't... see you there...” - She lulled from her half-sleeping daze. She jolted back for a moment, due to not having been paying attention to my approach before. The young girl stood up on her feet, revealing a remarkably tall, thin frame. She looked down at me, squinting at the mask I had on my face, she noticed the streams of sweat pouring from my forehead as well.
-"It's a bit late for tourists... wait a minute, you’re lepharist aren’t you?”- She frowned and knelt closer, poking at the mask.
As she invaded my personal space and poked my mask that I held so precious to myself I instantaneously backed away, by simply taking a quick step backwards. I brought my right hand to my chest, panting heavily from exhaustion...
-"Hmm... no, yours doesn't look like a revolutionary mask... however, you must answer truthfully if you're to stay the night here. Are you with them?"- With that question the girl rose above me, clutching her right fist tightly.  The sand crawled up her legs and flowed towards her hand, hardening into stone.

On normal circumstances I would of been amazed or even shocked seeing a woman, who appeared almost twice my height, but occurrence of this caliber did not make my jaw drop as usually. For some reason only momentary series of flashbacks passed through my head of the suffering and fighting for unknown cause. It appeared that my assumption was correct, the girl was indeed protecting the village uphill.
-"Lepha... w..what?"- My voice cracked, I was pretty much out of breath, but yet I tried to maintain  a straight posture. Upon seeing the hardened fist of pure sand I realized that it was not a wise decision to act hostile towards the woman.
-"Listen... woman.. I don't want any trouble here, I just want to stay the night here and I will be gone by the morning. I'm not here to cause problems... nor that I could in my current state."- It clearly was not a polite introduction, but I was just lost for words. The exhaustion was clouding my thoughts. After saying my words I wiped the dripping sweat from my chin with my black gauntlet.
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She merely rose her eyebrows as she looked down to me, and  then she dispelled her stony hand. The same hand reached for and wrapped around my back. After a long pause of silence she began to talk again.
-”Come with me, visitor." - She turned and began walking up the trail to the village, her heavy footfalls betraying her lithe figure.
-"There is space for you tonight, thankfully... and you need food and drink. Come, come.”-  She held me like some sort of puppy with her outstretched hand, but she slowed herself, noticing that I could barely stand from exhaustion. She sighed, and stepped back to me.
- "Do you... need a lift, sir?"- She placed her hands on her hips, sharing a fair view of her toned arms and stomach to me.  Although my, dried from the heat and lack of liquid, face was hidden beneath the mask, I could feel that my facial expression was just priceless. My eyes were widened as my mouth was completely opened out of confusion. I did not expect such hospitality from a stranger, especially a woman, who casted down a huge shadow on my manhood, both physically and psychologically.
-"No. I can take care of myself..."- I merely shook my head as I replied. I just shrugged away her gracious offer.
-"Although the food and drinks would be nice.”- It was not my pride that rejected her, it was just distrust. My suspicions rose, because I barely trusted strangers. Thus I began to barely climb up the hill by myself, my legs were shaking and my back was bent forwards. However I still managed to take some small steps upwards, grunting and hopelessly trying to reach the top by myself.
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The guard woman followed closely behind me, and with one outstretched hand she slowly pulled the burning-hot coat from my shoulders. She seemed to respect my lethal stubbornness. Though she followed closely behind, ready to catch me in case if I collapsed.
-”You’re going to burn up, you need to take that mask off, fellow."- Her coarse, commanding voice lowered and a smooth, sweet yet bassy tone escaped her lips when she spoke. She continued to pat my shoulder with her hand as we walked, her heavy footfalls were still easily audible behind me.
-"Nah... it is quite alright.. If I'm going to burn alive in this mask then so be it... I have to be worthy of wearing it as my own face.”- My fist was clenched tightly, the metal of my gauntlet was grinding against my hand. No way in living hell, I wanted to take Azure’s mask off. Maybe I finally started to become more like Azure?

As we were walking to the top I found myself thinking about various things, why did I receive such hospitality, what was up with her overly welcome kindness, so many questions marched through my head, but yet of all things I did not even properly introduce myself. How could I introduce myself in the first place? I thought that maybe I was going right into the enemy’s trap. If it was not the case, then still I did not deserve to be welcomed so friendly. I was nothing more, but a pathetic loser with communications, who had an awful mouth and it was not like I could repay her properly afterwards, since my mission was my top priority. Meeting her was yet another trial to me, a trial that I had to overcome. A question of trust and opportunity to gain a potential ally in the future. I knew nothing at all, but I decided to keep myself cautious. Thus questions of distrust began to linger in my head.

-"So, what are your real intentions? Are you going to assassinate me in my own sleep or are you just as naive as I was? Not that I changed to this day."- I laughed as my pace became significantly slower, my feet were abandoning me already. The girl’s expression contorted a bit, she showed signs of confusion.
-"Assassinate you? What? Why would I..."- Her speech stopped midway, before she added something more to it.
-"Look... Mister... Mask? I'll call you M&M for now. I do assume that you you have a heat stroke or you've had a rough patch, but nobody here wants you dead... nobody here wants to kill or maim you. You're in Agairon Village now, and you're under the watch of the Guardian Protector, Janus." -She introduced herself as she stepped ahead some more.
-"Look, tough guy, I... know you don't want to be babied, but... you can't stand much longer. Let me help you."- Her voice grew increasingly tender, sounding less like a bassy teenager and more like a maternal woman, she extended her hand towards me with a though to guide me up to the village like a mother would her son. At least this is how it looked, because of our significant height difference.
-"No... no...I am strong, trust me. I'm just weary..."- I sighed beneath the mask as the dense condensed steam of sweat made it's way through the side gaps of the mask. Ignoring Janus' kind and unusual gesture, I chose the path of pride. Rather it was not pride, which was driving me, I was just inadequate from all the heat that my body absorbed. I passed through Janus' extended hand and took a couple of steps forward, but then ironically I lost my balance as my left foot impacted with a pebble, which was halfway burred inside the sandy path.
-"Azu-.."- My strength was gone and yet I tried to say his name, but this sentence of mine was interrupted as I fell on the path face first. Luckily for me, the mask protected me from breaking my nose or fracturing my front teeth. Pathetic, such a wasted effort... I ran myself straight into damnation.
-”The name is Simon..."- At last I introduced myself with, lying all hopeless on the rough sandy path. My consciousness was slowly dwindling, just a drop of water or at least some food would of done the job to keep me in shape.

Janus watched my display without speaking, and pinched her nose in silence as I collapsed.
-"I gotcha, champ..."- She sarcastically said.
The large woman knelt down and wrapped her arms around my stomach. She gently lifted me up and pressed me against her bosom, afterwards she began to make her way with me in her arms up the hill. She was coddling me close like I was some damn child. She could feel the burning desert heat having permeated all of my clothes, and then she tugged open my shirt with her free hand to let some ventilation in. However, I did not care... I was already at the verge of passing out.
-”We need to get you water now."- She quickened her pace, and pressed my hot chest into her own, trying to suck up some of the heat with her body. I was able to feel a slow, steady throbbing of her bosom, which signified her heartbeat. She took long strides up the hill, kicking sand up as she came over to the priest to lend her a hand. My exposed chest was immensely hot, probably close to fire in heat... alongside the chest one more detail became visible for Janus. My skin at that area was almost devoid of life, blackened like charcoal as the black rounded ornaments were outstretched to various sides of my torso from the chest, which was marking the center of this corruption of mine.

She brought me inside a building. Janus yawned, the sleep deprivation was getting to her far harder now. But still, she managed to shove the cups and candles from the table as she laid me down across it.
-"Aerope, get him some spring water. We're losing him."- She gave a request to someone nearby, but my eyes were shutting and reopening, only small glimpses were visible for me. I was able to feel that someone stepped besides me and spoke.
-"I've... never seen these kind of burn markings before... What is this?..."-  The voice belonged to an old man. He ran his finger lightly across my chest. The desert girl clasped her hand around my mask and pulled it away.
-”But this doesn't look like a burn to me... I don't know what this is, but... it's got to be magical." - She leaned in closer, her more acute eyesight was able to notice the corrupt blackness that was dancing across me. A girl marched inside, carrying the mystic spring water, and without a word Janus took it from the smaller woman's grasp. The girl lifted my back from the table, administering the water to me.

I slowly reached for the bowl, which was filled with revitalizing water, and leaned closer with my mouth. My red eyes lit up as the sparks of joy glimmered in my pupils.
-"F...i...na..lly.."- I barely murmured and then  I began to suck the liquid substance inside my mouth... my mouth was like a black hole devouring the light... the content was emptied in a matter of seconds, since I was thirsty like a predator that was lusting for blood. Instantaneously I was able to feel quite a surge of energy entering inside my body and at last I was able to talk more clearly.
"Thank... you... but why in the living hell would you help a person like me?”- I started off with a simple, but yet self-disrespecting question. Not that I hated myself, it was just to test her worth. Afterwards I slowly glanced over to the sides, looking at the people presented inside and then I looked down at my exposed chest. I folded my arms around my chest in means to hide the corruption. The people were staring at me, I merely remained silent for a bit, but with a little bit of passing time I shifted my gaze to Janus.
-"Can you... uh... give my mask back...?"- The mask was more important to me than being grateful or so. It meant almost if not everything to me. Janus sat beside me, leaning up against the table as she gently rubbed the surface of the mask with her long fingers, before placing it inside a nearby wardrobe.
-"You can have it back in a few minutes... right now, you need rest, traveler."- She lectured me with the same familiar maternal tone. She stood to move over to the nearby cabinets, pulling out a few pieces of salt pork and bread, holding it out to me.
-"We can give you some more for the road, but right now you need to lie there and get your strength back.”-
She looked down to my chest, and she poked it gently.
-"So... what happened here? And... yes.. we take care of the people who come here. That's what we do. It's my duty."- She spoke once more, not even letting for me to interrupt. The old man and a woman both nodded approvingly and they stepped out the building to get some air.
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I listened to her words and questions especially... I merely sighed while still trying to cover up my chest.
-"I do not think that it should concern you..." -  A brief answer of mine it was, before the growling sound from below my stomach stopped my speech. I was hungry like a starving wolf.
-"Alright... I will explain everything to you, but first can I sink my teeth inside the food?" - I could not resist the sight of delicious looking food, actually even if it was bread alone it would of been enough to satisfy my hunger. I frowned a little and unfolded my arms from the chest, I then fixed my eyes on the plate, where a delicious salt pork and bread rested, ready for consumption. The hunger awakened primal instincts of the hunter in my eyes as with a swift motion I grabbed the bread first and stuffed it inside my mouth, almost choking on it, I made sure to swallow every little crumb. Indeed the hunger that lasted for so long was getting on my senses and this meal was like a blessing from the divines for me. Sound of munching resonated within the room as I clearly showed no sign of table etiquette, not that I was taught to behave like this before.
-"Oh yesh... thish ish yummy..." - Like an uneducated monkey I talked with my mouth stuffed... that was until I ultimately finished the bread.
"Hah! Much better! Now for the best part!"- I grabbed the pork and sank my teeth inside it, tearing off the skin off meat with my teeth alone until I found myself slurping it inside my mouth.
-”Yesh... thish ish gheat..."- I did not allow for her to interrupt and my speech was barely recognizable as the sound of munching continued. I ate the meat clean to the very bone. My eyes were sparkling in joy as I then placed what was left of the pork on the plate.
-"Now that's what I call a meal! Only whisk-..."- I shut my mouth midway and merely shook my head, rising from the table on my feet, I clenched the right fist firmly. I slammed my clenched fist just before the plate as it slightly shot itself up due to my strength, luckily it landed on the table’s surface safely and was unbroken. I quit drinking for good. Or so I thought... But those cravings for the good old “cure” were still stuck inside my heart.
-"No, I'm done with that..."- I then let out a deep sigh and shifted my gaze at Janus, while still maintaining the pressure on my clenched fist. I decided to finally speak normally or at least try to.

-"I believe that I introduced to you, before passing out. Might be my imagination though, the name is Simon."- I barely managed to decorate my face with an artificial smile. I brought the very same fist that was clenched to my chest and gently knocked on it, looking at the floor once again.
-"Well, I can't be dishonest with you... after all... you showed hospitality towards me... As of right now, I am not sure what is this thing for myself... but each time I tap into my sword's power it starts to consume me... Well as far as I know it has something to do with my life force... oh... you probably don't know what it is either... so... uh... basically it means that I don't have a lot of time left in the world of living." - I shook my head multiple times, while trying to explain about the black corruption to her. After coming up with the explanation I began to laugh hopelessly. Janus nodded woefully as I explained my wound to her.
-"I see, Simon... as I'd said before you fell unconscious, I am the village guardian, Janus. I've been... taught enough about magic to know about hexes like curses.. but it’s a little different than that. It is slowly killing you? That's awful.. I... wish I could solve that dilemma for you, but, alas... I'm a mere sand mage. All that I know is how to deal with simple curses, which are outside the realm of this necrotic affliction of yours. I... wish I could save you." - She leaned towards me, her face collapsed into a frown.
-"Would you still accept our offer of lodging and food for the night, though? I... wouldn't want to keep you long; I imagine you were probably on the way to find someone." - She stepped close and held her hand out to me for a shake.

I was a little nervous upon Janus' approach. I raised my dominant hand, which was right, skywards, passing above Janus' hand... It was a complete fake out, but it has it’s own reason.. there were things more important for me at that point of time.
-”First Thing... my mask."- I stated as I raised my index finger up.
-"Second thing... my coat..."- I raised my middle finger up.
-"Give those back to me...Ok?"- After I was done with my requests I took off my black metallic gauntlet from my hand and nervously wrapped my fingers around Janus' forefinger, trying to shake her clearly larger hand.
-"And yes... I accept your offer... as I am lost on my tracks at the moment. I'm not looking for the cure to my disease as I learned to handle my sword a little better... and this curse is my sword that you are referring to, he is my partner... at times he seems suspicious, because he does not like to share information with me, but at other times he's probably the only thing that I have left by my side.”- I gave her a brief explanation about the root of the problem as I then built up the courage to tilt my head upwards and look Janus in the eye.
-"Though I am looking for someone else, but I don't see a point in explaining everything to you. However I am thankful and as a former leader of another village I must warn you, - do not welcome strangers to your village so naively!"- At the end of my warning I changed my tone to a deeper and stronger as the emotions of complete despair crossed my mind for a moment. I was taken back to the past... Yet it did not matter anymore... Some traumatic events still remained and honestly I just wanted her not to follow my path. As long term experience showed me the miseries of this world and when the fate of others rested on one’s shoulders I could not possibly stay silent about this.

-"Of course. You may have your belongings back." - The girl took one long step away from me for a moment, before pulling my coat and mask from the wardrobe, and holding them out for me. She then looked down to me with a worried face expression.
-“I appreciate your concern for my village, but I promise you Agairon is in capable hands. And one day, I'll come to a point where no one can threaten it’s people; that is my duty, my mission as the Protector." - She stepped and she wheeled about to turn to the door.
-"When you're fully dressed, I can show you to where you'll stay the night. Supplies for your journey will be brought to you in the morning, alright?"- I smirked in anticipation after hearing Janus' words.
-"As the Protector huh? Interesting...."- I started to empathize with her, to my eyes she looked like a complete image of a younger and more naive me. The suspicion was still lingering inside my brain, but I felt more closer to her... if she was not spouting me lies about being the protector. I dressed up and followed her afterwards.

-"Alright, let's bring you to the inn."- Janus began to walk down the road towards the building down on the left side cliff. She sniffled to herself for a moment. She opened the door of the inn, and held it there for me. She looked to me with a visible twinge of uneasiness on her face.
-"Here... tell the keeper that Janus sent you. And, look..."- She leaned in close, getting her face right over my eyes.
-”About what happened before, but before you conked out... you... said that I was luring you into some kind of trap so I could kill you... and... I don't do that... and what you said really upset me."- She rose back to her full height again and held the door open with her extended foot, looking off over the cliff and sniffling some more. She did not ask for an apology, but she was clearly choking on tears, much as she tried to hide it.
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Through the mask that concealed emotions on my face, I was able to see through Janus' pained face, however what I truly lacked were the words and emotions to comfort the girl properly. My breathing was dense and heavy, due to fiery air clear clouds of hot steam were escaping through the gaps of the mask as I finally began to speak, hoping to be reasonable about my previous actions.

-"It has nothing to do with you, it's me and me alone... alright?" -Nonchalant words bounced inside the mask as I sighed, producing even more steam than previously... I gritted my teeth and folded my arms against the chest, turning to the opposite direction of Janus. I knew that it was a bad choice of words, so I then tried to speak again, but my voice was cracking in between the words.
-"Listen... It's not that I consider you as horrible person, nor do I trust you completely, but the hospitality that you provided for me was enough to slightly change my image about you. I still expect a lot of things from you... even worse than I mentioned before... No...Sorry..."- A total failure of a man, who was trying to comfort a person I was.. I pressed my palm against the black mask, I tried come up with a different approach while suppressing the tears of unease memories of mine.
-"So several weeks ago I indeed met nice people that punched some sense inside my head, however I can't change myself so easily... I want to believe that this world is indeed beautiful, but I lack the courage to go on... to make it real... as I am just a dying man, who decided to reshape his fate and make his final dream come true... for that reason I can't just simply trust anyone, I have to save up my strength... No! That's not it...”- I found myself to be completely lost for words, as I then  fell on my knees and took a glance on the sand below, thinking what to say next.
“I just don't want to see my close ones suffering... I want for them to live in a world without sorrow, but to fulfill such a naive wish I have to keep my distance from people, because at each doorstep a shadow of despair is knocking... I'm sorry, it's not about you... it's just my own trust issues..."- For a moment I remained to be silent. I then rose on my feet again and scrubbed off the sand from my pants with my gauntlets.
-"Anyway, it was not for me to talk... I really hope that you are not one of them... at least not one of those people, who try to deceive me." - I wanted to say something else, something better... but nothing was knocking on my mind... nothing at all.. In the end I was unable to save a girl from mere tears, and yet she helped me to survive the merciless desert.
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After a while, Janus spoke quietly:
-"I... can't be that kind of person. I don't want to... A-a few days ago, there was a woman stuck up the hill, trapped in the Kaidan Caldera by herself, and I went up to go rescue her by myself.” - She was murmuring through the bloody tears of her.
-"I-I saved her, and I thought I-I could just leave, since I can fly and all, but I got grounded by those savages, and... I... lost my temper. I mean, they tried to kill us. I pushed the better part of two dozen of those red-skinned mooks off the cliff into the lava with my magic..." - She sniffled, and began to weep.
-"I-I didn't mean to knock them to their deaths, I just wanted them out of my sight. And the next thing I know the whole cliff-side breaks off and falls away..." - She was crying fully, stopping and continuing her speech repeatedly.
-"I... didn't want to hurt anybody... that woman said that they earned it but... people don't have to hurt... people don’t know the other way to deal with things like.... like that..." - She ran silent for some time, and pulled away from the door to look over the cliff face, crying openly into her hands.

I was merely staring at Janus’s direction with gimlet eyes, my expression was lifeless beneath the mask, which kept my emotions hidden. The sound of falling and sour liquid drops caught my ears, - it was the sound of Janus crying. Such a strange emotion, what was it really? The emotion, the innocence, the grief that I felt no too long ago was nothing less, but relatable for me. After all... she saved me, she helped me, she welcomed me warmly and I... and I of all people resorted to such violent acts... I felt no better than a scum. She was almost like me in the past... Indeed she was just like me... I too was a protector of the village, I too wanted to welcome others warmly.. Even I sought to save the ones in the need of help, but yet there was nothing for me to do, nothing at all. I was not the type to comfort someone, nor I was the type to say special motivating words. I did this only on occasions when I truly felt like myself, when I truly trusted in others... but this girl.. was different, yet she possessed no signs of danger I could not just trust her blindly. The damage that was done can not be repaired, never... the scars that were left behind can not be erased, however it only took a fraction of second when a not so distant memory of something crossed my mind.

It was the time, when I was crying... when I was trying to protect the village, where I had to resort to violence in order to protect the ones, who were worthy of protection. I was devoured by the sadness, which was the consequence of all the conflicts. That time, I lost myself to that sadness, that time I lost my sole friend... yes Azure... the name of my friend... It was a living hell for me, nowhere to go, no goal in mind... trails of misery followed, however even someone like me managed to overcome the sadness and to trust humanity by even a little. There were people for me, they helped me to stand up on my feet again, without them I would of been a mess right now... Indeed it only took so little to become truly happy for once... It was the time when all of them were there for me, believing in their different ideologies, but yet trying to do the same for my sake. Yes it was a memory of Jaina, which finally reached my head... The time when she hugged me and squeezed some of the sadness out of me, yet I was acting all childish and egoistical... I had to do the same for this girl, it was the only way to show her that I care about her, to show that I trust her... To make her feel better even if for a little. Because in the end... She did not seem like a bad person... She actually appeared like a reflection of my shattered past and I was not the same person anymore.. The strength was inside me... I never lost the motivation to go on, it was just a bad day that threw me out of balance... The meeting with that strange man, with a fancy blade on his back, reminded me that my journey will be rough... But it was not the time or place to reflect on the emotions... No.. it was the time and place to once again show this world how I managed to mature, and how these ideologies, which were driving me onwards my goal rolling their most brilliant colors.

I stood straight and I clapped with my palms, releasing an ear piercing shriek of metal, which was a product of my gauntlets. My gaze became fixed at crying Janus's back and my feet began to move on their own. Was it right? Or was it wrong for me to approach her like this? There was no time to be looking for answers in this scenario, I was just doing what I deemed to be right. The fiery wind produced by the heat in the desert was blowing against my mask, slightly burning my face beneath. A tear of fleeting memory rolled from my left eye, as I closed in to her back and slowly reached for it and wrapped my arms around Janus' waist, I leaned on Janus' back, hopelessly trying for her to get the idea that the firm and warm touch was present.. and it was firm. Indeed, just as back then... I was hugged by someone firmly, now it was my chance to spread this gesture of kindness.
-"Now... now, don’t cry now.”- I even subconsciously repeated Jaina’s words and then added a speech of my own ideology that I manifested throughout the time by the help of others and my own circumstances.
-”There... That's enough. I managed to take a glance inside your feelings. I am aware that some things can't be redone, but if it's your duty... then resort to any measure to protect this village. You are not worth the tears... You are too young to cry over these things. It's not the end of the world yet.. You can still make a difference by your actions alone. Just do whatever you deem right!"- My speech was firm, but something was lacking at the same time. I wanted to add a lot more to it, but I was not the person of  great words, at least not for that day. I sighed and a warm laughter resonated within my mask.
-”For you.. I am thankful. I believe in you, though I am not able to see through your thoughts. This time I'm placing my bet in trusting you..  Just like you are right now I was the leader of a village once... Although it is pretty distant from here."- My actions were bold, yet I was not aware what was about to come next, but she helped me and this was the only act I could perform to repay for her kindness.  

She jolted slightly when I came up behind her to give a hug, and as I spoke, she indeed slowly calmed down. Her long fingers migrated to gently clutch my back up to her full height. She slowly turned to look down at me, her face red and puffy from the tears she cried. Without saying a word, she knelt for a moment, and scooped me up into her arms, squeezing me firmly and holding my head against her collar.
-"Thank... you..."- She sniffled again, and walked with me in her arms towards the inn. She held me to herself like a mother would a child, her arm holding me by the waist. I felt quite uncomfortable to be treated like some sort of baby, especially from a girl of her age, but I was happy to know she got better. She ducked, setting me on my feet at the clerk's desk. She nodded to the woman at the desk, and turned to leave. Standing in the doorway, she looked back to me for a time, and broke off the silence.
-"I... I needed that. There’s good room for the evening, or as long as you wish to stay. Visitors are welcome here... you're welcome here, Simon."- She smiled warmly and wiped a stray tear from her cheek as she looked outside again.
-”I... need some time alone, to think things through. I figure that chest wound of yours needs its own time as well. If you need something the townsfolk can't offer you, come up the hill and give me a call. I'll be here... always. It's who I am."- She left then, allowing  the air from outside of the intolerable desert heat.

My thoughts and unsaid words remained inside my mind however. I slightly nodded at the leaving Janus and waved my hand at her direction.
-"I am thankful to you as well, I'll be departing in the morning as I have no time to waste. No one knows if our paths will cross again, but whenever I see you in a need for help I'll be on your side. I will support you however I am able to, it's only natural to express my gratitude after all the things you've done for me. It's a promise. Best of luck to you and remember that sometimes we have no other choice but to sacrifice something for a greater thing. This world is not fair, but it is the only way to assure the survival of ourselves and the ones that we keep close to our hearts."- Thus for the last time I expressed my gratitude towards her and shared some of my wisdom as a former leader of the village. The woman smirked as she walked up the desert trail.

Thus my encounter with Janus came to an end. In the end I was in the wrong, she was just a sweet and innocent girl, who had no ill intention towards people. Her life radiated with bright colors of kindness and selflessness, in order to protect someone she had to stain her hands with blood, but if only she had another option... I was sure that she would of chosen the different path. I was just blind, maybe... indeed... maybe the heat was getting to my senses, but one thing was certain, - I truly made a connection and started a new and most likely a powerful bond. I was reminded once again that this world was beautiful and no matter the odds people fight for the sake of this world. It was merely a futile ignorance coming from me... Just a couple of hours I was no better than the previous me, but at the end of the day I managed to grow even more. I realized that those ideas of people were keeping me alive, even I possessed the ability to save someone from fatal tears. Indeed the similarities that I shared with Azure were brought to light in their brightest colors. I became happy, full of joy... because I reached this conclusion. Janus became my friend, at least this is how I wanted to consider her as... Because of her unparalleled help towards me... Yet I could of been anyone and use her kindness to my own advantage. Thus my strength and my mind were back to their shapes.

It was a late night already, I had the option to stay the night and wait for the morning, however I chose a different path... as the numbered card reminded me that there was no time to waste.. not too far from now my village was on the verge of destruction and yet I still had to continue my search... to continue my journey of lighting my dreams up. Since I did not want to cause any more noise or unnecessary ruckus I decided to escape through the window in my room. I looked up at the window and noticed that it had bars instead of glass. I gathered the shadows in my palm and shaped them into a sharp and solid saw. Without further waiting I sawed off the metallic bars and climbed up the frame, jumping through the window and then landing on the solid sand with my feet. I reached inside my pockets in search for a coin or two. I managed to find a couple shiny coins and tossed them inside the room, through the same window. I hoped that the money would be enough to cover the repairs of the window. Finally I summoned Zerneger on my side, supporting the blade on my right shoulder I headed out to the desert again. However, after a couple of more days I realized that my search was fruitless even there, but it was not meaningless.. I experienced a lot of things myself and as well I made a nice connection. Indeed, a promising future it was... or at least I hoped for one to be... The sun was rising, marking my next destination. I already knew where to come next...
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(A recreation of the RP that I had quite some time ago. Continuation is estimated on late Saturday or early Sunday.)

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28 Re: The Rift Dancer on Tue May 15, 2018 11:53 am

In a search for fleeting memories, in a parallel vision scattered betrayal and devastating mysteries lingered.

After escaping the fiery hellish heat of the desert I headed straight to Morheim with a hope to regain my memories back. At last I felt prepared to learn the truth, the ultimate truth behind myself. I was aware that I was in the middle of a different quest, but there was no time to waste.. only fifteen days remained before complete destruction of the village. Without my memories back I was not certain if I could take them on... and even if I were to return my memories back I was not guaranteed in victory. However... all alone, without Azure by my side I stood no chance at all, at least this is how I felt... it was only logical to think this way. No matter how powerful I felt, no matter how brave I was I could not escape my fate, actually I acknowledged their strength. I thought that by unlocking my past.. the chances of survival would grow.

Thus the setting was quickly switched to the cold and wintry one as I found myself wandering around the snowy paths of the distant lands. The blizzard had a powerful impact on my skin, my body was indeed freezing as I then found myself unable to feel the tips of my fingers. However I loved snow, I loved winter... I did enjoy what was frosty.. Snowflakes fell like a mystical mysteries, the mountains in the far signified my destination and the cloudy peak in the distance appeared like a pinnacle of the tower, where the gates of truth stood mighty... Ready to be opened... The man, who held the key to my past also had a temporal cure to my disease... if I were to ingest that... the corruption of darkness, the vines of despair would back away... even if for a short amount of time, it was still enough to utilize my power, no, - my and my sword’s powers to their full extents.

I was walking on the icy lakes. The frozen lakes were slippery and appeared like a broken mirror with thousands of fragments, which reflected the light and the images of me from all imaginable angles. Such beauty, such crystal clear view, my heart skipped a beat it was something that symbolized my thoughts... A shocking and mysterious mess, which was my mind, but yet those dreams that I had was like a rainbow, which outstretched those delusions. I was not intending to turn back, to reflect on my journey... to return to being a child that I was before, however it was such an irony... indeed it was ironical... For me to reach the mystery of the future I had to return to the past and understand how everything worked up until now. It only meant one thing, - turning back... the only solution... the only salvation... However, acceptance of myself was an option to move onward, to fight further... to shatter those boundaries and to break those chains that were entangling me up until this point.

As I was getting closer to the mountain I found myself ascending the stairs with thousands and thousands.. miserable and thoughtful steps. I had the ability to fly, but instead I chose to do it the hard way, to think things through, to reflect on the person I became over these current years... Because I had a feeling that after I return my memories back the current me would probably vanish forever. However, cruel sacrifices were necessary in order to protect what was really important, in order to stop the darkness and illuminate not only the village, but the world itself. My resolve was firm.. As firm as a diamond, as strong as my sword... as deadly as Triniel... as promising as my wish to bring back Azure, or at least to see him again. The stairs were slowly filling themselves with white and dense clouds, my fists were clutched and my eyes were fixed to the sky, where the peak resided.
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Suddenly as the chilly breeze blew on my face my vision became abstract, something was changing... beams of white light emerged in my sight and divided into millions of square windows, where the visions differed... Visions of different places, of different realms... of yet unknown places and familiar ones as well, until everything blurred out and I was able to see something. To see something otherworldly and familiar, yet trivial at the same time. The gray area of Beluslan, the descending snowflakes in a far.. it felt like I was gazing through the eyes of a different person, it appeared so vivid and realistic.. I was not moving, but I was able to feel myself advancing forwards until I stumbled upon a cliff and gazed into far.. Somehow I instantly received knowledge that these eyes, which belonged to God knows who or what... Recently left this mountain, which I was climbing on, and were marching through other snowy areas, to the possible location where Brusthonin was... Suddenly my view zoomed out as I was able to see someone standing on a cliff. Possibly a man, cladded in steel, spiky armor, a familiar sword was present on his back, entangled in the frozen chains... it was... it was.. that stranger... but why.. why was I able to see through his eyes? Why in the world I was seeing him from a far, it made no sense.. it was an illogical and abstract experience just like the one I had not too long ago, when my subconsciousness merged with Zerneger’s.. the ultimate universe? Was it really the work of it? Or was it something completely different? Indeed it felt like I was that person, like we shared the same thoughts and sights.. like we were as one, but why? My head was burning up as I then collapsed on my knees and the vision dispersed. What was the meaning of that? I tried to shout it out loud, yet when I decided to ask whether Zerneger knew about this vision he just kept his mouth closed.. The terms of contract were keeping me away from answers as always.
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I snapped out from the misleading thoughts and rose on my feet, my cloak lingered in the air, the tips half frozen and solidified. I continued the climbing process, the world below was getting smaller and smaller... so this was the view? The view, from where Gods and Goddesses laughed at us... imperfect beings? Like insects we were crawling in the dirt, one single touch, one single assault from a higher force and the extinction was definitely inevitable. I was pretty close to the peak, although the stairs were not leading to the top, instead the construction stopped just there, and everything what stretched from that point was just pure, white snow.

I set my wings in flapping motion, accelerating upwards, my frame was pushing through the frozen air.. I was ascending to the highest point... I was this close, but yet I knew nothing again.. In the end it turned out that I just wasted my time... I lost time.. yes.. time was the most important thing for me... There was no one on the peak, nothing at all... A wasted attempt it was.. or was it really?
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-”Thomas!!!”- A shout escaped my lips, resonating in the skies like a rumbling thunder it broke through the layers of air, disrupted the wind and broke through the barriers of space. But in return I received only a dead silence.. a dead and empty silence stroked my ears.
The man was nowhere to be found, not even a trace of him was left... did he trick me? Did he die? It was not to my knowledge, but then I noticed a letter, which was burred in the snow between my feet. I leaned down and pulled the frozen paper from the snow and examined it carefully. It appeared that it was folded and had a black seal imprinted, which reminded me the marking on my face. Indeed it was Thomas’ true specialty, reality bending by the use of seals.. A sinister magic it was, how was he able to do it...? it was not to my knowledge as well, but him escaping his death was probably the help of the very same power. With the help of my finger I severed the seal, which was keeping the paper folded and took a peek at what it said.

“Simon, due to help of this seal that I planted on this piece of paper no one is able to see this letter, except for you. I thought that you might pay a visit to me soon. I might be dead by this time or I might be alive somewhere, nothing is certain at this point. However, I blame you for revealing my whereabouts to that monster.. you don’t even understand what you did, he’s a beast.. a monster of monsters! Not even yours and mine combined powers are enough to bring him down, he’s just way too powerful. Run away as far as possible, forget about the village, save yourself! Nothing good is coming, trust me. A great crisis will strike... you and I, everyone will die... however there is a way for you to defeat him.. you must regain your memories, if I manage to return safely seek me out in this place once again, if you will survive yourself. Best of luck to you.”

I burned the piece of paper, which rested in my hands and sighed.. Hanzsel? Was he for real? We were having him dancing on his toes last time... Was Thomas out of his mind? Or did the mad scientist suddenly gained a boost to his powers?! I rubbed my chin in wonder and looked up to the sky, thinking that it was not the reason to run away.. Gah and what was the vision about?! I was more than confused, I was trapped in a never ending labyrinth of my thoughts... some things did not add up. If the man was a messenger... how did he scare Thomas off? If Hanzsel and his army was preparing to attack the village, just how many of them were going to participate? I was merely bending my brain, it was meaningless to overthink.. I still had to make the difference, I needed numbers.. allies... anything or anyone...!! It was a painful riddle to solve, however I realized that I had to stop my journey for the time being... I had to head to the village right away and warn the villagers, without further waiting, without fooling around and slowing down my feet.. I really hated to do it, but I had to open a rift that led to my village. It was only a small exchange of my life essence in order to save many other lives. I called forth Zerneger and swung the blade in front of me.. it ripped through the air, shattering the continuum of space it teared out the reflections of the distant stars in the vast space and expanded before me, thus a dimensional shortcut was created, leading me to one place, which was my home in the past, where everything that I held dear resided in. Baltasar hill village it was...

Conference of rising conflict.

In the middle of my home village, I stood on a high and flat column. Although I wanted to reminisce about the days I spent there, although I wanted to talk with Sandvika or to apologize to everyone, who experienced harm because of me there was no time to waste.. I had to place my trust in the villagers and hope to receive support, to warn them about the upcoming genocide. The people were gathering below, the majority of them were giving me furious glares, while others were merely confused or afraid. Pebbles and other objects were flying towards me, but I was standing firmly, accepting each and every blow... I knew.. I knew... I understood that I was wrong in the past, but I did not want for my villagers to end up extinct. I wanted for their peace and liberation, for them to have peaceful and promising lives. Without terror, without sacrifices, without conflicts... yet it was only a childish fantasy of mine, to bring everyone together, to see if our combined efforts were enough to prevent the carnage, to prevent the suffering and the crippling despair.. it only took so little, they just had to see through my ideas, to gaze into my heart.. although no one was able to do so.. however I still chose to warn them about what was about to come next.

-”Monster! Murderer! Scum! Die! Rot! Choke! Disappear!”- The angry mob continuously repeated, throwing everything at me.. spilling every trash on me, their ignorant mouths were accompanied by hateful words. They had every right to blame me, they had every right to detest me.. But their ignorance was getting on my nerves...
-”Silence and listen to me!”- I released a loud and furious shout, the crowd suddenly fell into silence, but after a couple of seconds they raised their arms up to the sky, angrily swaying their fists to my side and picking up objects from the ground, only to toss them at me afterwards.
-”Killer of the child! Your presence here only attracts trouble and chaos! You betrayed Azure! You betrayed your people! Please hang yourself in front of us and burn your own corpse!”- Sentences of detest only flooded my ears as nothing was certain and nothing was clear, it was a bad idea to introduce myself as Simon, but even if I did introduce as another person... well they would of never believed in a complete stranger.
-”Shut up you ignorant scums!”- I treated them with their own medicine and pulled out Azure’s mask from my backpack and held it up, in front of the gathering crowd. Everyone suddenly went silent and whispers began to build around the place.
-”Oh, so now we’re scums.. but first you were begging us to hear you out..”- A notorious comment escaped from the mass.
-”Listen... You don’t have to believe in me, nor do you have to listen what I am about to say to you, however if you care for the lives of your children, if you cherish the bright future of this village you have to take my words to your hearts.”- I cleared my throat afterwards and inhaled air into my lungs. I was prepared for my speech, the plan with the mask did work.. I got their attention. Azure's mask was well known around Baltasar hill.

-”Go on then! Spill the beans, we don’t have a lot of time to waste on person like you!”- Their lips were synchronized.
-”People of Baltasar hill village, people of my home, my brothers and sisters in arms, everyone that I hold dear to my heart here. Please hear me out as I have an announcement to make! Not as Simon, who betrayed you quite some time ago, not as Sylvester, who helped you a lot and desperately tried to protect the village from the last tragedy.  Not as Azure either, today I am talking as the one or rather no one, as someone that you guys used to know, as a fellow villager of our humble village. In the name of the holy tree’s protection... no in the name of a brighter future.. I address all of you my fellow friends, enemies, allies and strangers!”- I tossed Azure’s mask down to the crowd, for them to take a better look. They were passing the mask from one hand to another, examining it carefully. Even more whispers spilled and disrupted the harmony of the blowing wind.
-”It can’t... No way... It really is his mask.. but how? Did he killed his sole friend? Is Azure alive somewhere? What in the world is going on?”- Whispers were growing louder and louder until it manifested into mass confusion.
-”Be quiet and focus your attention towards me!”- I strictly commanded. The traits of leadership were still strong in me. The crowd suddenly shifted it’s judicial eye to me and stretched it’s ear to hear me out. At last they escaped from the claws of ignorance.

-”I know that I caused a lot of problems to you, I am also aware that my sins can not be atoned and the dirt that I am carrying on myself can not be washed away, however even I... someone like me... I have feelings and I have things I want to protect in this village, but I can’t do this alone.. I ask for your cooperation.”- I began my speech steadily, trying to hide my lingering emotions of doubt.
-”Fourteen days from now this village will become a battlefield, people from another world will invade this place. Yes, it is my fault that they will attack this place, they are seeking to lure me right into their trap. Half a month ago a mysterious messenger warned me that they will strike this place in about a month. They mentioned that if I do not show up here, this village will be devastated, most likely it will mean all of you dying, the tree burning and so on...”- I held my fist pressed against my chest and went on with the speech.
-However if we work together we can prevent this crisis! We have time to prepare! The children, elders and women should be evacuated.. or at least the children. Those, who are volunteering to defend this village pick up your swords and shields, arm yourself with everything what’s necessary. Because soon this place will become a manifestation of hell, because soon maps will be redrawn in this area! Those who are willing to take their stances and fight remain standing here and those, who don’t believe in me... leave this meeting at once!”- I halted my speech, to test their faith... The crowd was rapidly disbanding... and only a couple of recognizable faces were present, among the faces, one belonged to Sandvika. Several dozens of warriors remained in their positions as well, those were the faithful comrades of mine, some of them belonged to the guarding division... the ones that I helped to take care of the monster threat on the outskirts of the village, when I was taking Sylvester’s identity. To my surprise even the grumpy brax herder was there with them, he was honing his knife.
-”I pledge my service to you, master Simon!”- A young man cladded in steel took a step forward and saluted me with his gauntlet positioned against his chest. Sandvika was holding Azure’s mask in her hands, sour tears were visible, building in her eyes. However she then placed her right foot back to build her strength and tossed the mask over to me, I caught the mask in my hand and gave her a reassuring smile.

-”Indeed, this mask once belonged to Azure. Our hero has fallen sacrificing himself for this village, after the last attack took place, in the time of my absence I witnessed his death before my very own eyes. In his dying minute he entrusted me with his ideas, he left hope in front of me. He strengthened my dreams and my spirit! I took his mask and carried it myself, throughout the regions of Atreia. I never let go of this precious thing, because it is the legacy of our fallen hero. His mask was like a face to us and still is to this very own day! It symbolizes his ideals, it symbolizes peace and freedom, protection and victory! It’s a symbol of our village! We must carry out his will and protect this village... as it was not me, who looked after you all this time... it was him and him alone! He was my teacher, he taught me how to live this life and embrace myself! He was and is the hero we always had! However when he’s gone we shouldn’t lose hope! We should believe in our hearts, we should trust our strength and set our souls ablaze! We must become the ones that will carry out his will, the ones that will surpass his ideologies and create the gates to both past and the future. To respect the fallen ones, to protect the ones that have their lives up ahead! We must fight, we must win! Not for Azure, not for me either, but for our sake, for our freedom, for our rights to live!”- I placed all of my feelings in this speech and motivated the ones that stood in front of me, for them to fight further, to never abandon hope. I was holding the mask up, it reflected a bright sun ray from above and illuminated the ones that stood below the column. Symbolizing that we had strength and hope in our numbers and unbreakable trust between each other.
-”AZURE! AZURE! AZURE! ALL HAIL AZURE!!!”- The small crowd was cheering on his name, waving their swords upwards and clapping their hands.
-”When the right time arrives I will give you a certain hand sign to ambush the enemy forces. Meanwhile I will be away from the village, I will travel around Asmodoe in hopes to recruit more soldiers. As of for you lot, you should convince the remaining villagers to join our ranks. You must evacuate the weak ones as well, it’s a primary objective! On top of that we will discuss about the details in private, I think Sandvika’s tavern is a good place to draw some drafts and prepare.”- I placed Azure’s mask on my face and leaped down from the column. A humble number of the most loyal people to me started to cheer me on, waving their arms and smiling.
-”SIMON! SIMON! ALL HAIL MASTER SIMON! OUR HERO IS REBORN!”- It was a flattering experience, but it was not the time to celebrate just yet.

After I received loyalty from some of my villagers we headed to the tavern and discussed about our plans there, we did it in private, to avoid spies. After we were done with the planning I bid my farewell and set my foot out off the village. I had no time for happy and innocent gossips with Sandvika or the others, my main priority was to gather forces before the arrival of the important day.


(Not a lot of posts are left, the finale of the first arc is nearing in. Well I took my time longer than I expected, stuff happens when you are lazy and uninspired and have a lot to deal with irl. Since I wanted to post another addition to this blog sooner I decided to divide it into smaller parts. A continuation to this will most likely be added tomorrow.. or at least throughout the course of this week, hopefully. xD)

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29 Re: The Rift Dancer on Sat May 19, 2018 9:29 pm

Race against time.

My fight did not end, my journey did not cease to be... Time was burning out rapidly, pendulums were accelerating with each dying moment as my struggle was etched in my brain, as my efforts, as my strength and will pierced through the clockwork. I was agile on my feet as well as swift on my wings, searching low and high, searching far and near, I continued to push through the time itself. Days were melting like icicles under the direct heat of the sun yet no one wanted to aid me. No allies, no volunteers, no mercenaries crossed my path I was on my own on this meaningless task. The current numbers were lacking, the currents of time were flowing in a river’s stream. Foolish, naive and ignorant people... of course I could relate to them.. why would someone want to die for a stranger’s sake? Even if the offered payment was higher than life, no one in my path was greedy enough to take a stance beside me. Yet it was not for me to judge those ignorant fools... I lacked allies as I lacked connections.. Janus was something else, probably.. just probably she would of helped me, however I was not the one to put a young girl’s life at stake in addition that she was not in Asmodae. I lacked the guts, no I lacked selfishness in myself.. Did I really become this soft? Or was the very same softness my biggest strength? Why did I have so many questions... yet little answers? Why I had a thought of quitting lingering in my head? Was it fear? Was it even worth it to begin with?

Another moonlight, another noon... Another wind, another place... different faces, ignorant desires... My head was lifted up, my eyes were gazing to the sky... Ah.. War... Death was the winner in any war... I could only laugh at myself.. Thinking about it straight... I was the catalyst of the conflicts... My own existence turned out to be the bane to the world around me... Everyone and everywhere just wanted to hunt me down... What the hell was wrong with this world? Was I at the fault? Was it my fate... to die for no reason? Or was the real reason left behind in the ancient past of mine? I was nothing more, but a shell... a relic.. a breathing reminder of my old self, whoever that person was... Was I acting according to his will? Did Simon’s will drag me this far? Amazing guy... horrible criminal or whoever he used to be... I wanted to be different, I wanted to be myself, to accept myself as I was... I sought to shatter this wall and lift the veil of truth between myself... To finally bring Simon down to the state of nothingness.. As I just possessed his body... as I just had his powers... shared the same name... However I was another man, this past had nothing to do with current me... these people had nothing to win from me... I only hoped that Azure, Sandvika and everyone else would forgive me for being such a broken persona... No! I was nowhere close to broken, only the memories were broken... They should of died with me ages ago... they should of ceased to exist... But yet it was my duty, my whim to protect my home... My true home, where feelings, bonds and emotions kept me alive... Where everything was true and not artificial... where my heart and soul lied... Not because of memories... not because of my past, but because of the bonds that I created... of the fact that I was accepted as new person back there... That’s why I had to protect the village with my own life... I had to sacrifice everything... and thus this was the agreement to myself... a promise to no one, but myself... to save this dream, to live through this dream... To NEVER GIVE UP on this dream... It was the choice of my own fate, the choice of my own universe... The choice of my life.. The people that I cherished for myself had to be saved no matter what.. although the sacrifices were foreseen.

In the mysterious foreshadowing of TIME, days were flying by... reducing to the dirt.. melting to empty memories of yesterday.. Fifteen, fourteen, thirteen, twelve, eleven, ten. Five days passed and no clues, no traces... no helping hand.. nothing whatsoever.. I stumbled upon mighty “heroes”, I crossed paths with deadly assassins, I witnessed the strength of the thousand men... yet they all laughed at my ambitions, they trashed on my will and bravery... Was it the tragic fate of mine? No, I knew what it meant... it meant that I had to become the strength of a thousand men for myself. I needed it, I wanted it... the will to protect the village was dripping from my teeth.. “Azure, lend me your strength.. allow me to win.. let me stand on top.. let me be myself... Trust in my strength, believe in my way...” I was not ready to see my closure yet... I was not ready to experience rapture yet... hell no! My search was as fruitless as every other... The grip on the hilt of my blade was tightened as my own blood was injected to the metal... The fire that was burning spread throughout my veins... the mask, which saw everything expressed emotionless smile. I was not ready to give up, no matter the odds... I was ready to break the clock, to bend the time.. to revert the pendulums... to escape the gear wheels.. to sever the strings that bound past and the future. As the time of passing, as the moment of death was nothing more, but my own delusion.. I had myself on my side.. the greatest power that existed was none other than myself.

The past, which held us tightly.

My day started as I stumbled upon some ruined coliseum in Altgard.. I was able to hear screams and the shrieking sound of blades colliding... The devastating fight was taking place..  Two men.. one smaller, the other one fairly larger... One held a massive round shield and was well armed with steel.. Another one was huge, like Azure... He looked insane.. no he was probably insane... His pale, ashed skin... his red beard... bloody crimson demonic eyes and a scythe on his back.. It was my opportunity the cease the conflict between the two, but which side to pick? This was the question... I decided to spectate their match to fully decide. Tremendous roars and clashes echoed through the area as the titanic, ebonclad giant beat back his final opponent.
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-"RAAAGH!!! HRRANNNGGGHH!!"-  The larger man pressed into the smaller, sending him several meters away.
-"Doesn't this place remind you of Hopstaad, you swine? All the good Nords you murdered when you brought the Coliseum down that day? DO YOU!?!?!"- The larger man madly shouted.
The losing, smaller man was at a loss for breath and words, the tired, battered warrior merely went through the motions now as he tried to prolong the inevitable. He rose wordlessly, and dropped his blade and shield before the titan.
-"I... Surrender. Alsius... wins..."- He surrendered to the big guy. It appeared to be some kind of affairs of unknown war that took place.
- "You, Grand Vizier, who denied so many of my people mercy, now plead for it? I thought you were made of steelier stuff, Mitsaras." - He paused his assault, crossly waiting for his opponent to arm himself. opponent of his  did not reach for his weapons, and stayed prostrated before him.
-"What are you doing? Get up! FIIIIGHT!!!"- The insanely huge man bellowed at his quarry, his powerful voice echoing off the walls of the coliseum.

-"I said you won, dammit! It's been too long... the war ended a decade ago, and yet here you are, destroying every last one of us! When will you be satiated!? It won't stop at me, you know that... you won't stop your vengeance.”- The man desperately tried to inject sense into the larger one.
-”No. I just know that once you're gone, my people get to rest at last. And you'll have paid for your people's sins by the blood you hack up." - Yet, he still did not advance as I was wondering for myself... whether it was wise to interrupt or not... The defeated warrior spat blood, clenching his broken ribs meanwhile and spoke again.
-"You... can't do it, can you? Hahaha... even after everything, such an honorable wretch like you can't stand to not execute his greatest foe. No, it has to be a glorious finale, right?”- The losing one showed some backbone. The larger man's teeth grinded together as he stepped forward, tightening the grip on his scythe.
-"You can't take the life... of a man who's nothing left to live for. You ca.."- Poor man.. he even had no word to say in his current condition.. was I supposed to help this Mitsaras person?
-"I SAID GET UP!!!!!!!!"- That demon furiously kicked Mitsaras in the jaw, sending him careening backwards. The crunch of bone on metal heel echoed.

The man did not reply. His broken jaw bit into his tongue, and the man lurched and rolled over, trying to keep from drowning in his own gushing blood.
-"You will scream for me, Ignean! You will fall after our greatest final battle has ended! Your death will be the GLORIOUS punctuation mark on the essay that is the demise of BOTH our people! Get UP!!!!!!"- He continued to beat his already beaten body.
-"GET UP! GET UP! GET UP!"- He then began kicking the smaller one in his broken ribs repeatedly, chanting over and over. Each kick sent the man rolling through the dirt, his entrails painted the sands red.
-"Oi...oi..What the hell is going on here?!”- Not anymore... my temper has exploded as I could not bear to watch the carnage anymore. He completely rejected my words... and kept kicking the man, and eventually the victim stopped responding.
-"GET UP! DAMN YOU TO HELL!!!"- He grabbed the man’s head in his hand and spat, screamed and shouted in his face...but the other man had appeared to have checked out. His body, riddled with scars of untold altercations from before, and the fresh, savage wounds of today were all laid bare for us. The man's skin was devastated,  body limp and lifeless. The psychotic murderer stopped his incensed attack and panted heavily, holding Mitsaras’ aloft by his head. For a time, the massive man held the corpse there, not wanting to believe Mitsaras was truly gone.
-"Wake... up... and let me get my vengeance.”- His tone was shaky and hoarse, and he began wiggling the body by its head. But alas, the Grand Vizier was dead, and all his kin who might dare seek revenge. Not that they ever could've anyway. He dropped his heavy scythe into the sand, along with Mitsaras’ body, and he collapsed to his knees. He looked on in silent bewilderment, occasionally prodding Mitsaras’ with his finger.
-"You... can't go like this. You can't just... leave me hanging like this..."- He pulled the man's body over to the water beside them, and began cleaning his wounds with the salty brine. He even tried to make the body drink from the salted spring.
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As the giant man wiped the blood from Mitsaras’ body, the rack of broken ribs was laid bare for my eyes to see. The corpse also began to seize up as rigor mortis set in, and the tall berserker finally stopped touching it.
-"Tch..."- I clenched my fists firmly in disappointment. I looked at the beaten to death Mitsaras and then shifted my gaze to the tall man.
-"Calm the hell down for a second and focus on the situation that you're in right now. God damn it... he's fucking dead!"- Obviously it was my first reaction from witnessing the scene. Dropping onto his hands and knees, the man looked solemnly into the water. A few sparkling tears fell from his seared, scarred face as he wordlessly processed my words.
-"You... didn't know him like I did."- Maybe I did not, however this whole situation reminded me of the hatred that I once bore inside my blood. I approached the large man with caution, just in case I was prepared to grab my sword by the hilt with my nervously twitching right hand.
-"What happened...?"- I tried to communicate with him clearly.  
-"This was... to be our final battle.. his... glorious curtain call..." - He remained staring at the water and continued afterwards.
-"I was going to... lay down the names of the people he had ended... I was going to... tell the demons below that the gates of hell were to be blown open by his entrance... Even in death, he took the glorious end I had.... planned for him... my final revenge..."- Vengeance.. the emotion, which lingered deep inside my soul... indeed.. I felt sorry for the man as I knew for myself that nothing good would come from vengeful ideas... Such a hypocrite I was..
-"Of course I didn't know him, this is why I am trying to be reasonable here... what in this forsaken land is going on? Gah! What did he do to you?" - Only confused questions were falling from my mouth.

He kept looking into the water and stood, shaking his head and speaking quietly.
-"What didn't he do, would be the question..." - He turned and slowly grabbed the body. He then walked around me, and hefted his scythe up onto his back. I raised my arms towards, extending it and holding my palm to him.
-"Hoold on.. I can feel your rage, but what are you planning now?"- Such a troublesome individual he was, why was I even wasting my time on him? But yet I did not want to abandon him like that... He also looked like a valuable potential ally for me.
-"The only thing I can give him now. A proper burial, least my... revenge won't be compete." - He walked to the spot where Mitsaras roughly perished, based on the kicking episode. With his hand clutched firmly around his, several series of mighty blows were threw, carving out a hole in the earth. He then lied the broken corpse into the hole and sweeped the sand back over it with his blade. He spoke not a word during the process.

While observing his action I was reminded, no I was rather taken back to one episode that occurred in my past. The situation was similar to his... I was getting a revenge against the person I despised from the bottom of my heart... it was Thomas.. yet I possessed no ill thoughts towards him.. The memory burring Thomas’ corpse underneath the cold and lifeless dirt. I snapped back to reality as I quickly caught up with the current situation that I was a part of. I allowed for him to have his silence, saying not a single word as well with my head lowered down. I stood firmly... like a stone on the earth, breathing deeply and then I lamented a few words.
-"I'm sorry..."- I broke the silence with these two words, however I was lacking for correct words... not even a solid sentence formed in my mouth.. 'I'm sorry...' like the situation required to say such thing.
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The giant threw his scythe over his shoulder again, and clasped his hands in a silent prayer. After a moment, he looked over to me.
-"Your respect is appreciated, human."- He was still wearing a face of bottomless sullenness.
Upon hearing his words my face expression appeared shocked, my mouth opened and my eyes narrowed.. beneath the mask.
-"Human? I don't think that it's a correct term to call me as one, however I'm not too sure who I truly am myself. Aren't you human yourself?"- As always my curious nature got the better of me... even in the situation grim as the current one. Yet I spoke more.
-"Look.. I do understand the way you feel. At least I can relate to it by a little, yet I am still clueless about what happened between you two, however I'm not going to interrogate you right now. It's not appropriate. But the hate that you displayed moments ago... is something that will continue to weigh down your soul until it reaches the bottom."- It was hard to tell his facial expressions from his heavily channeled face. Countless scars and burn marks caked up over it made it very hard to tell when he was not scowling.
-"The story is... long he started by demolishing my entire nation. And left me alive..." - He kept walking.
-"I couldn't give up on those I once fought for and beside... I needed vengeance... closure." - He kept walking away. I began to walk in his trails, trying to find a reason for him to stop.
-"Oh yeah? And what are you going to do now? Where will you go next? Do you even have place to stay? Do you really think that your vengeance is over? I think it's only the beginning... no it's more like a bane to your own hateful existence. But yet, I do know what it means... I seek for vengeance as well, I live with vengeance."-Nervous and worried questions were coming from my lips, the sound of the vibrating shout beneath the black mask of steel.
-"Allow me to stop you right here, right now!"- I brought my right hand on the hilt of my sword and then I drew it forth, carrying it sideways in one hand.
-"I don't have the need to cut you down, I just want to talk.. Because I kind of been in your shoes... rather I am still in your shoes... Our stories might differ, but it doesn't mean that the things we experienced, the emotions that our hearts felt are different."- Blue evaporating mist surfaced across the blade as small blazes were trying to break through the gaps between the metal carvings.  
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The huge man growled under his breath, and then sighed. He unfastened his hoplon from his back, and a shrill metallic shriek could be heard as Yish grinded the tip of a dagger against the inside of the shield.
-"This is the proof.”- He lobbed the shield like a discus at my feet. The face of the shield was immaculate, untouched, as though it'd never bit a blade. In the center, where a handle should be, were etched the words ‘SYRTIS’ on one side, and ‘IGNIS’ on the other. Most of the other tally marks were old and faded in rust.
-"He was the last of his people. I've had fifteen years to find my closure."- As I was gazing down to the shield the man was taking his leave... Leaving disgusting trails of gushing crimson blood. I picked the shield off the ground and approached Mitsaras’ grave, and raised it above my head, afterwards plunging it’s metallic round side into the ground. A monument of a fallen warrior..
-”Great warrior, may the angels lead you in the afterlife.”- I paid my proper respect to the fallen one and then I turned my gaze to the bloody trails, that were left... I decided to track the man.. Not only I felt indifferent to him, but I also saw a great potential in him.. A potential ally on my cause... though I was short on time, but I had to give him a shot.. it was better than doing nothing at all.

The broken thunder in their hearts.  

I’ve been tailing the man for days... the numbers were almost crossed out.. the fateful day was nearing in.. as it was my final shot.. I had to give it my all, go big or go home... whatever the case it was.. I had to try one last opportunity.. To return the pained man to his senses, to disrupt the balance of my prefixed fate... to gain the ally for my future.. not a pawn, but a worthy ally. Glimmering red eyes, etched in the black and cold metallic mask, starring blankly at one spot from a far. Footsteps marching closer of a man, who witnessed the carnage. This man was none other, but me. Lingering snowflakes in the air, the atmosphere around me was cooling down. Pure white snow, stained by crimson viscous blood... or rather the crimson path was trying to guide my way to a man, who forsaken everything... at least that was according to my own standpoint. My black sabatons trampling over the bloody snow and my frame magnifying with seconds, I was ringing the bells of my approach. My back was straight, my stance firm, my gaze clear, my thoughts shrouded in mystery. It was not too long after I reached the snowy cobble stairs before me. Witch each step, I was drawing closer and closer... until ultimately I reached the man’s level and stood straight before him. I tilted my head down, staring at his eyes. No remorse reflected in my eyes, no pity coming out from my aura.. those emotions were long gone for me. Only one thing remained... the whim...no the need to guide another lost soul on rightful or misleading path. Before I spoke, dense steam... more like vapor seeped from the gaps of the mask. It was a result of fallen temperature and my own deep breathing."Huff..puff.." I cleared my throat as I then clapped my hands, rubbing them slowly against each other.
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-"I finally managed to find you. You sure don't know how to cover your trails... you..."- I halted my speech for a moment as I scratched the back of my head.
-"Oh right... I don't even know your name.. at least I didn't get it when you were slaughtering that man... Most likely my memories are lacking, due to the scene that I witnessed.. but oh well..."- I cracked a small laughter, not intending to mock the man or anything, it was more out of despair and hopelessness.
-"But anyway, did you settle in? Can you stay calm?"- I asked him.
The large man's eyes remained fixed on the horizon, slowly scanning across it with time. It seemed he did not mind the cold either, as no signs of shivering or goosebumps were present on him. Furthermore, he seemed severely injured, where blade licks were visible on his forearms, and a gash through his sleeve through, which made a visible torn flesh and muscle. Despite these injuries, the man looked as still and unmoving as the grave, and after a moment's silence he finally spoke.
-”I take it you left my shield with Mitsaras. It's a long and sorrowful road that we've been on, but now that it's reached its conclusion I... have nothing left. I'd be happy to sit and remain here, with my peoples' remains.. as a monument for all to see, of the sad, sorry end of Yishay and his Alsirian brethren." - He blinked once, and added.
-"You've a troubled past too, I'd wager. You saw something of yourself in me earlier, and that's why you did not interrupt in my  business as so many others before you had."- He had a point here.
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The answer that I sought was granted, a smirk was expressed beneath the mask.
-"Good. Then I might as well sit down here and relax myself."- He stepped four small steps forward and twisted myself to face the horizon like Yishay. Slowly, but steadily I placed my backbone on the pavement and extended my legs towards the horizon. Sitting flat. Many questions were lingering inside my head, but not each and every of them were necessary to understand what the man beside me truly felt. Yet, at the same time, I was excited and sad to hear from Yishay. My fingers twitched out of disappointment.
-"Over my dead body you gonna remain here. You still have the things to see, things to learn, things to explore... I know, your feelings will not change overnight, but you shouldn't forsake yourself. You should go, you should run! You should live a new life. A life, that will fill you with joy and sadness once again... a life, who will guide you to either glory or another downfall. If you survived this long, you must find a new purpose. A purpose that is far greater than vengeance was." - He firmly clenched my hand into a rock-hard fist and slammed it against the pavement, denting the surface a bit, dissolving the snow underneath with my angered fist.
-"Anyway, I forgot to add it... but yes the shield was left with that Mitsaras person."- I began to continuously shift my sight over Yishay's damaged body, wondering how the man was even alive with these bloody marks on his body. But this was a question for a later time, more important matters were before my eyes.
-"First of all, it's not for me, to decide one’s fate, especially when I'm not even sure which one of you was in the wrong or right. However, I do assume that neither of you were wrong, you were fighting for your own ideals and countries. Nothing good would of came if I stopped you two. However, you're correct on this one. While observing you I was reminded of myself, of the things I've done... of the things I felt back then. Your soul was crying for help, it even does it now.. Just like mine sometime ago. Yet, I do know very little about myself right now. Hell! I'm not even sure if I will learn more about myself.. but yet here I am sitting beside you and trying to act all friendly... But trust me, I do know what vengeance is...and vengeance will breed more vengeance with time. Not that I escaped from vengeance myself, I sworn to kill a being known as a Goddess of death... and here I am talking... yet taking little action. However, I think this is the right thing to do, because I do believe that on my new found journey I will be able to make the difference, to take glance at the life through different eyes."- I paused for a moment and turned over to Yishay's face, looking him straight in the eyes.
-"Anyway... what led you to this conclusion? How did it really happen for you? It must of been a rough path... However, it's not the time to be sad."
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The great man rose and stretched for a moment, before sitting back down and sighed, speaking once more.
-"I won't bore you with details. I was a common man, who wanted his people to fight for freedom from being beaten down and enslaved by two other countries. I got them to rise again, and fight for our nation's future alongside me. Time wore on, days, months, years, decades even, until finally we lost. Our armies were smashed, I was taken prisoner and I got to watch everyone being destroyed before my very eyes. Then I was left alone to die... and after that, I became a walking engine of destruction, that, over a decade and some change, brought that same complete death to my enemies."- His answer was sent to the air.
-"So this is how it went for you... well then you're no different than me, in a way at least. For my people I was willing to sacrifice everything. I was ready to forsake my own humanity if needed. I killed in order to survive, I killed in order to bring peace and freedom, but yet I turned out as a complete failure. Not only that I failed them, but I lost them all... I lost their faith in me, I lost my brothers and sisters in arms... I lost my dearest friend. Or at least this is who he was to me. My sole friend in this world.. if it's even the world, where I belong in.." - I patted Azure’s mask with my palm, metal clanging noise resonated upon the impact.
-"I took this mask as proof, that my friend is still alive. It's the only thing he left for me when I drove a stake through his skull.. but enough of that.."- I brought my fist to my heart and reinforced my tone.
-"However... I do have no regrets... I must live on, to see what kind of person I was before my memories fled from me. You can actually refer to me as the trigger of destruction.."- I chuckles momentarily, the mask was trembling from the vibration beneath.
-"Haha, engine of destruction and trigger of destruction.. doesn't this makes us as an odd duo? Anyway, I suggest you to quit reminiscing about your past. You should find a new purpose to live, and you know what I might be able to help you. No.. I will help you to stand up. You don't deserve to meet a fate so cruel."

The man rose once more and sighed, looking down to me as he then pulled his scythe back into its sheath. -"Much as I'd like to indulge your request, what would I even do? My entire life was combat. Anything else forgotten hundred years ago. This land may offer me a chance, but what would I even make of it? What life is there for me to even try and make? Do I... just continue finding things to destroy?"- At least some signs of sentient thoughts and wonders began to develop in Yishay’s head. I risen on my feet as well, standing on Yishay's right I found myself smirking beneath the mask. I then readjusted my loose gauntlet on the left hand and lifted my index finger, pointing skywards. My own shadow came alive and crept up across my back, up to the finger that I was pointing with. It reconstructed itself as it started to swirl in a complete black helix.. settling in one stationary position and decreasing in size, into a small, dense and black sphere on the tip of my finger. I shifted my gaze to the furthest distance of the city, looking at the wild dagg chasing a kitter. The kitter, which was a smaller creature obviously appeared weaker... it was nimble, but poor animal had nothing against the menacing predator. I pointed my finger towards the moving animals, locking on their movement.

-"What would you even do? For starters you have power..”- The wild dagg cornered the kitter and was prepared to take a bite off it’s flesh. I was keeping my speech slow...
-”Second thing is that you lived your life for combat...”- The kitter was desperately trying to fend off the larger and stronger animal with it’s claws as I kept dragging my speech.. yet Yishay did not get my hints yet...
-”I also do have power... Power greater than you can even imagine. This miniature black sphere hovering above my finger is the proof of it..”- The dagg became injured, but did not back down.. the beast was about to plunge it’s fangs to the kitter.
-”And with power, choices are present.. You can either utilize this power to destroy or to protect...”- I shot the small sphere out off my finger, it flew like a bullet and crashed between two animals, leaving a small burning hole in the snow.. The animals suddenly became scared and ran off to opposite sides.
-”And that was my choice... I chose to protect both of them from slaughtering each other, yet with my very own power I had the option to slay both of them. You can utilize your knowledge and experience, that you acquired throughout the years, to protect the ones you care for.. and if you don’t have those, then to protect those that require protection or are worthy in your eyes... Eventually someone or something will become worthy of your protection.”- I gave him an option, but yet he remained silent for sometime.. probably he was thinking things through or was trying to process my idea.. Probably it was not the greatest one, but I provided him with options.
-”All those I cared for passed away long ago, mortal. What sort of fresh start could I even have?”- Thus, this was Yishay’s answer.. it was not an answer.. a question, which marked the pursuit of futile illusions... I possessed such things in the past as well.. Escaping, fleeing... giving up... letting your own hands down... those things... were just excuses to stop experiencing life. His way of thinking irritated me...
-"I am but a soldier. But you? You're a prisoner of your own twisted delusions!"- A sad and tremendous shout escaped my mouth.. I was angry... No... I wanted to break him down... to utterly annihilate him, to beat his delusions out off him...
-”I..”- He was about to say something, but he was interrupted as the blue flames spiraled up from underneath my feet.

-”If you have nothing else left, if you have nothing else to do... If no one is by your side... it’s not the reason to quit.. Only cowards and trash quit, but you... you are finally free of your vengeance! You can finally do whatever you deem right! You can finally be yourself, to live a life... a life you always wanted to live.. without being a slave to the nation! Without having to worry about the ones you murdered, the close ones you lost... you should start fresh, find yourself anew! You are worthy of another chance, nah.. you must take another chance... to prove to yourself that your vengeance wasn’t in vain... that you are the last remaining survivor of your people! Just do what is right, count this new start as your new vengeance! Just do it.. I will help you and I will support you, because.. I am no better than you, but yet I know that both of us require a better new start.”- I shouted and mumbled, rambled and growled... just to beat some sense into him... Thus our dialogue prolonged further...
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Thus our emotions clashed... it was another war in it’s own right.. where our minds and hearts sought to find meaning, when we just wanted to find a common ground, however not everything was easy.. and not everything was hard either... We exchanged our words like blows, we exchanged our spirits like missiles... Rotten ambitions, twisted illusions... Fallen dreams and broken desires... We were different, but yet so similar... We were close, but yet so far... However in the end... after a long battle of tongues.. I convinced this monster man to seek life and meaning, and to put the past behind him. For the first time Yishay was no longer bound up by the strings of fate like a puppet...

Before heading to the teleporter he nodded to me and thanked me sincerely... Of course, I wanted to stop him.. Because I needed him for the upcoming war, however the man had to think things through, he was yet to accept himself and in his current condition he was not cut for the job of protecting the village with me.. Instead he promised me, that he will surely find me again.. after he becomes a person on his own, after he manages to find himself.. I simply sighed, realizing that I wasted way too much time to save just one person from darkness.. Yet I was too naive to hope that he would help me right away.. However I felt accomplished in my heart.. I felt like I’ve done something great, something special too.. That my name will not be forgotten so easily.. No matter what was about to come next.. no matter where my journey would of brought me... The current Simon, who is me will never disappear, he will continue to live on...

Prelude to Finale.

At last... The time of clash was prominent, the gears of time were breaking apart, grinding the memories of the past and the future between the wheels. Disrupting the natural flow of harmony, shattering the delusions of mine... I came on top, but I acquired nothing on my part. Well, I was lucky to be alive at least, but being alive was not enough for me, I wanted to see the greatest success... to offer eternal peace to the village, to see the holy tree of life nourishing the fruits of our dreams... Sappy whims of mine.. Yet by my side the strength of the world resided. I was the strength of the world, I became fully prepared to place my life on the line to protect the village, to save Azure’s dream. I wanted to survive for myself, to see the day of returning memories... however there were more important things to do, than staying alive... It was to assure the safety of the village, if not the village.. at least those people... no.. at least Sandvika... I made a promise to protect her and I had to fulfill it, as this was one of my dreams as well.

Only one day remained, I decided to gear up myself.. Through the help of Zerneger’s produced dense black substance of space I managed to arm myself properly.. I cladded my arms in this otherworldly black metal.. I gave it the name of my own, -’The black steel’- I cut off my long braids and instead loosened my long hair, this time it was very similar to Azure’s hairstyle, well I aimed for it though... I wanted for the symbol, for the role model of peace and heroism to take a far more significant appearance in myself... My legs were also reinforced by this so called black steel.. I removed my cloak, as I thought that it would only get in the way and stashed my remaining clothes inside Zerneger’s pocket dimension.. Instead... by using the help of the shadows I woven the very same black coat for myself... Last time I wore that coat when I was fighting Azure... after then I never had the chance... Though it looked like an unwise decision to keep my torso unguarded.. but I had a plan for it... I was yet to manifest my new armor... the armor, which could prove to be strong enough to repel the heaven shattering attack of those demons...
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Thus... I decided to finally come back.. come back to the place, where everything began... come back to the past that I once held dear... To revert the clock, to escape the time... to suspend the space... To create the hole in the dark sky... from where light would shine down upon us... Erect the diamond ladder all the way up to that hole in the sky... for everyone to climb... It was my fate, it was my duty! I was ready to destroy every opposition.. hell.. I was ready to even sacrifice myself... in order to reshape the destiny of Baltasar hill village, in order to rewrite the fate of Sandvika... In order to reach out for my buddy Azure. My soul was in my sword, my heart was in the village... my dreams were made of those, who fell in order to assure the beautiful lives of the youngsters... I had to be like them.. I had to be like those heroes, those heroes of light... the heroes like Azure... It was not a childish dream.. it was a choice! A choice picked by me... As I then named myself as the crusader of the black night! Yes! Black Night Crusader, such a fitting title for my final act... as the conflict was inevitable. I was not alone, I never was...
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Yet.. as I was drawing closer to the village... my sight was getting gradually shrouded... I was able to feel like instead of walking through the dead lands... I... I was sitting in Sandvika’s Tavern... talking to someone... my head was getting heavy once again, a similar sensation it was... However I shrugged off the thoughts from my mind and continued to advance forwards... Forwards the battle, which was about to take the place.. A final war was nearing in...
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(As Promised I managed to deliver a new post here this week. So yeah... uh the upcoming posts are gonna be big, they will mark the finale. I will get pretty busy soon myself, however I do not intend to rush the finale. It will take time to produce, however the finale will reveal some things for the future and as well will open new paths for me and for new stories to develop. As Simon's verse is about to be expanded drastically. Those, who are still reading this look forward for it.)

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30 Re: The Rift Dancer on Mon Jun 11, 2018 2:32 pm

There’s a sweet sensation in this nostalgic return.

At last, I finally arrived. Arrived to face my destiny, arrived to test my fate. A simple injection into my lungs of this fresh and sweet aroma of the village was needed to return me to my senses, to bring the feeling of yearning for the village. I was slowly walking in the middle of the cobbled road, marching memories like hurricane of flashbacks stroke my head. I saw the passing reflections of myself, going through me, passing by me. The scared and foolish boy, who knew nothing about himself, who always searched for a reason to claim his place into this world. The times we shared with Azure, the reflections of us sitting by the mossy tree root, gazing into the scattered petals and talking nonsensical things.. yet those times were the most fun. Once again a ghostly projection of me appeared, running around the village, hell.. it was fun, I was seeing my own image running from enraged Sandvika, who was not giving a damn about the porcelain plates. Tossing them around like discuses, those were the golden and glorious times.
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Yet the village seemed awfully odd today, yet the air was uneasy. I was deeply aware of the conflict that was about to unravel, sooner or later for that to say. However, the atmosphere felt too unrealistic, reality itself was made up, projected, faked to its very core. I wondered to myself what was the odd thing before my eyes? A head shake was not enough to dignify my awful insight. A simple shrug was not necessary to break me from the strangeness, which was happening around. The tree vibrated marvelously, giving away its precious life through the roots of hard work, which was passed by all of us. I had to snap out of this, I was probably... yes indeed... probably I was way too worried. It was a sweet sensation to see the village once again, to see the life in it, which cherished the light of this rotten Brusthonin.

My walk continued, the feet of mine were steadily and rhythmically impacting with the stone below, the metal, which was clanging on the stone ripped through the silence, the silence which was not dead... The silence, which was suspiciously too loud to be called as silence. Energies of darkness flooded, the evil lingered somewhere around the village, I was able to sense it properly. The creeping feeling of the whispering death. Yet it was nostalgic to gaze at this place. The still images of me, Simon the leader of Baltasar, who faced Thomas for the first time, who managed to unlock his powers and probably that very moment imprinted itself into the time like a stamp... from where everything changed... changed for good and the peace was disrupted forever. Why was I reminiscing about the unnecessary things? Did I really feel that the place I always return to... the place, which is my real home... could be destroyed today?

Oh, but the beauty. It never did end, the deserving journey... my responsibilities as the warden of the village.. I really picked the right place, the most beautiful one indeed.. Baltasar hill village could never be replaced.. not by anything.. It always had a place in my heart, even on the times when I was not leading it.. even on the times, when I was too ashamed to come back. If things were to last forever... I would of wish for this village to be eternal.. But a man, who was merely smoke and mirrors never thought about it’s bane... about the eternal bane... In my way a girl stood... She looked young, I was not sure if she was underage or just fine and healthy looking. Her physique appeared to be well developed, it did belong to adult women’s physique. Her bosom, her waist, those parts were feminine and had a lot of meat on it. Not that I was interested in perverted acts, she just caught my attention.. She was tall, way taller than me frankly. Her exotic silver hair, her red eyes.. a black mark on her face... she did remind me someone.. someone that I knew far too well, but it was probably a false fragment of my fallen memory. Ridiculous pink dress.. I was unaware of such a villager.. How could I of missed such a lady...? Perhaps I was just not good at observing things.. perhaps my vision was deceiving me for far too long.. for me to forget the faces of my people... such a shame it was... Her hands were positioned on her waist, she was glaring down upon me. Why would someone project hate towards me? The detest in her eyes were pouring like endless and restless tears... I  tried to shoo her away from my sight, but she remained still for a time.

She passed by my shoulder, not too long after she finished giving me her glare and headed for the exit of the village, I wanted to warn her that on the outside lingered a dangerous world, but then I merely remembered one fact... that the village itself was already dangerous to stay.. and here by that girl.. by that familiar face.. I was indeed reminded.. why in the world there was so many people in the village.. did the evacuation fail? No... I sighed as I started to ascend uphill to where the bar was.. Plenty of people was present in the place, but yet none of them seemed to be mere villagers.. mostly they were warriors or mercenaries.. Remarkable job.. such a remarkable job.. indeed.. In the end everything was going according to my plans.. the stranger was probably the visitor.. the furious glare was probably a coincidence or my own misinterpretation.

As I was rising uphill, the nearby stools, benches, chairs, barrels, tents and tables reached my eyes.. and another vivid vision followed.. Azure taking me inside to drink on the right side and Thomas hitting my nose with his fist on the left side.. the sights of memories were crossing it’s ways, through the tunnels of different timelines.. and now I was able to see how I was sweeping the entrance to the bar with a broom.. yet I was standing at the same exact spot as Azure. Interesting memories.. the visions were even more entertaining. The dwell of cold and uneasy wind still chilled my bones.. yet.. Sandvika’s tavern was the answer to all my questions.. I just had to see her face once more and deliver her my own judgment.. to say how I really felt.. to order her.. no.. to warn her to go into the hiding.. My promise.. the promise that I made... I had to keep it.. My duty was to protect her. It was not a duty, it was one of my dreams.
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Ah, but the village.. the village never changed.. it was always shining in brilliant colors, it was giving flesh to life.. I felt how a tear rolled down, across my face.. my feelings for the place did never change. I smiled, because I was happy to be here for the last time.. on this important day to protect it from unknown evil.. to save it from eternal darkness.. My life was ready to be offered as a tribute for its security. My bones caused cracking noise as they creaked against each other... the noises of excitement.. and courage.. my rusty body was dying from anticipation. It waited for the battle, it waited for relentless action. My heart was at peace... at peace, because I was already there.. already standing before the door.. waiting to enter inside.. to see her face, to make her smile.. to give her a proof.. that everything will be alright.

But just before going inside a warm feeling crossed my mind... the visions of my life inside this village.. How I was dreaming, how I was smiling, playing, drinking, gambling, at cases even whoring.. though yet to this very day I was not aware what was the pleasure of intimacy with true romance in it.. My romantic life was just as absent as my long forgotten memories. I felt good in the end, no regrets were present.. but for a change I just wanted to reverse the clocks and let the good times roll again.. This place was full of sweetest memories.. my life seemed short, but my feelings.. the feelings were stronger than anything in this world.. I missed my friends, I missed my allies.. I had so many of them, I met so many of them on my journey.. I actually did.. I was just too foolish to believe... hell.. what was I talking again? I was too foolish to accept the small things, to savor the precious and little moments. My own stupidity led me into current situation and the Simon, who was lost... he knew the answers, but yet he himself created this current situation.. for that thing.. I hated him the most.. Even if my past was the key to brilliant victory and true happiness... The person, who was responsible for all of these events was none other than me. Awful.. I felt awful, but as I wise man once told me something important.. I had to choose for myself, to follow my own path.. as it was my ultimate destiny to unlock the true righteousness behind my actions. This village was the life inside my heart, the pride of my sun, which I was storing inside the soul of my beating heart. I believed in myself, as it was necessary to do the right thing.. to do whatever I deemed right.. to reshape the fates of everyone.. To rewrite my life. I felt ready to rise above all odds!
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Family Reunion.

Just as I opened the doors a woman was present before my eyes, she was right before me, staring from up close.. I jolted back a little, she did scare me for a second. A woman that I never seen before, but yet I instantly felt that something was connecting us. She appeared like a young maiden, probably in her early twenties. Her crimson hair, tied back to a long tail... in fact it was so long that it was stretching down to her tight area... that was quite an impressive feature to her appearance aside from her sweet and pink lips. The gilded decor that she had on top of her head.. it did resemble a tiara or something.. her face looked very young indeed. She was wearing red glowing earrings and a mark was placed on her forehead, ending in a dot between the space of her eyes. Asides from a dark choker with a black gem in the middle of  her outfit was pretty casual.. a regular pinkish coat it was... The staff.. or the spear, which she was wearing on her back was something else too.. What was it really? The crimson colors and the dark aura oozing like the wounds from Azure’s flesh, the fine cut in the middle, splitting the blades into two and blunt, crocheted edges... It looked like a serious deal, but the most prominent feature of her was her eyes.. they were unusual. At color they were green, but something more was hiding behind the eyes, yet they appeared as one of the most beautiful and unusual eyes that I ever seen.
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-”Welcome back.”- She spoke to me, giving a nonchalant facial expression. Her tone was sweet and pure, very feminine as well. Her arms were folded underneath her bosom, I was able to see that she was hiding her hands underneath the black leather gloves.
-”Huh? Who are you?”- I was confused.. instead of seeing Sandvika’s face in the distance I received this stranger from up close.
-”No time to explain really, let’s go inside.. shall we?”- Enigmatic girl, but yet appearing as a harmless lamb. She took my arm like it was nothing and gently pulled me closer to herself.
-”I.. uh.. wait..”- I tried to come up with something, but I gave into her charm.. it was not charm.. it was a nostalgic presence.. but yet it did work to draw my feet closer to her.. She appeared to be at my shoulder’s tall.
-”Now, now. Don’t be shy, come inside. Everyone is waiting for you!”- She smiled slightly and blinked several times.
-”I don’t know what’s the meaning of this, but you better give me explanations once I’m inside the building.”- I swatted her arm away and let out a deep sigh.
-”She’s... no way..”- Suddenly Zerneger’s voice pierced through my brain. Z’s tone expressed anxiety, the very same anxiety when we met the ominous messenger.
-”...”- I kept silent and instead of talking to either of them, I quickly caught up to the situation and took two steps forth. The woman backed away from me calmly and the atmosphere of the room flooded in.

-”Welcome back, Azure!”- As soon as I entered.. a welcome of a familiar voice was heard. The voice belonged to Sandvika, who was waving from behind the counter. Silly Sandvika she mistook me for Azure.
-”Azure. You meant Simon, right?”- I could feel more presences in the bar, but my vision was so focused on Sandvika that I did not even care.
-”Err.. what? It seems that you are really alive. I was worried, because a couple of weeks ago Simon told me that you were dead.”- She leaned on the counter as her cheerful smile collapsed into frown of grief. Some tears rolled down from her eyes. She was not making any sense, was she unable to recognize Azure anymore? Did the mask and the new hairstyle really make me look like Azure?
-”I’m sorry Sandvika. You must be tired, I’m not Azure.. I’m Simon.”- I shook my head in disagreement and stretched my arms up, my bones creaked and my muscles stiffened.
-”Azure, you’re always bad at telling jokes. Simon is sitting on the bench right there.”- She pointed to her left side and my eyes followed her arm’s motion.
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As my head rotated a pair sitting on opposing sides caught my attention.. To the far right the very same stranger girl was sitting on a bench, resting her back against the wall and to the opposite direction of her it was.. The man, who warned me about the war. My fingers twitched nervously, I was lost for words.. I was not amazed, I was shocked instead. What where they doing here? Who were they? But most importantly why Sandvika claimed that this man was me, it was not making any sense. The scene, the act... everything was just awfully ridiculous. I raised my index finger skywards and my facial expression, beneath the mask suddenly turned into a stoic one. I inhaled the air into my lungs and finally decided to speak, rather to come up with calm words to receive the explanations first.
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-”Simon eh? I will ask you nicely this time, mister Simon. What have you done to Sandvika?!”- I shifted my gaze at the man with a sword, my tone from a calm one risen to enraged one.
-”Ah, hello.. hello.. how rude of you, not even saying hello to me. I did nothing to her.”- The man calmly claimed, he did not even bother to turn his face to me.. instead he was just sipping a bourbon colored liquor from the glass that he held in his right hand. The girl in front of him merely smirked and placed her right elbow on the table, leaning her cheek on her palm.
-”Azure, what the hell is wrong with you?!”- Sandvika suddenly interrupted as her angered shout danced throughout the walls of the room.
-”I..”- I was lost for words, I wanted to beat the truth out of his face, however even my speech was interrupted.
-”Sandvika, Azure is just tense. Let him be, he’ll ‘lax with the passing time.”- The man calmly stated and heaped up his glass over his mouth... as the contents flooded down his throat he placed it on the table.
-”Bullshit!”- I raised my voice again and furiously stomped on the floor, a shock wave was sent across the floor, from the sheer strength of stored aether in my foot, the plates, the forks, all the objects around vibrated slightly.
-”Oh shut it and sit besides us.”- The red haired girl rolled her eyes and kicked the nearby chair, it sled across the floor and bumped into my feet. I merely sighed and picked up the chair, I carried the chair over to the table and sat in between them. I wanted to take a look at the hooded man’s face, but it was concealed better than I expected.

I placed my hands on the table and began rapidly tapping my index fingers on the surface, awaiting for the answers, which were not promised to me. But the scenario was suspicious, the duo was up to something for sure, but who were they? They were not the same people, they looked nothing alike them, not to mention the fact they were not dressed in their iconic black outfits.
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-”Right, so who are you people?”- I decided to be reasonable and play along to their act. There was an empty glass before the man and a bottle stationed on the table. The bottle was opened, he merely grabbed the bottle with bourbon colored liquid inside and filled the empty glass. He pushed the glass towards me, as it sled all the way to my hand’s reach, the liquid rippled inside the glass as some of the contents spilled on the surface of the table.
-”Here’s some whiskey to my brother!”- The hooded stranger cheerfully stated. In fact he was so cheerful that it was scary. No murderous intent from him, no anger.. nothing at all... He was the master of concealing his emotions or maybe he had none of these.. I was not sure, I felt uneasy.
-”Ugh.. I don’t drink anymore.”- I shook my head as I declined his offer.
-”You will.”- He said and tilted his head up a little, slight cuts of the silver hair fallen from the gaps of his hood. This was interesting, his hair color was almost like mine. It was a rare sight to see people with white or silver white hair... The only ones that I seen so far was Jaina and the girl that I met previously. Only those two had the same hair as me.. Yet the person acted like a relative, always calling me as brother, maybe we were indeed related? However as far as I was able to remember no one mentioned about my family, not once.
-”Right on it..”- I had no other option, I had to act along. My body and my mind were saying that I should drink, that I should listen to him. I felt tense, really tense. I scooped the glass of whiskey and gulped down the contents in one go.
-”Obedient boy he is.”- The extremely long haired girl mocked me as she shifted her gaze towards the man. I remained silent. I was waiting for them to speak, to beat the sense in this scenario. To make things clear, it annoyed the hell out of me. I was not sure what to expect anymore. I wanted clear answers, not some delusional acts.

Thus we were sitting by the table, talking complete nonsense, even Sandvika joined us, she sat on the chair to my opposite direction and then all the fun began, then the walls were finally breached. The glass was finally shattered as the things began to revolve, the things that I least expected to happen. The mysterious man pulled out a sack from underneath the table, the sack was made of leather and contained something inside.
-”Here, take a look at this!”- He casually tossed it over me, I barely managed to catch it inside my hands. I was able to feel a squishy and round object inside the sack.
-”Huh? What’s that?”- I was grasping on it, trying to guess what was inside.
-”Take a look, don’t be shy.”- The trio said in a chorus.
-”Alright...”- I sighed and loosened the string on the sack, my nose was instantly flooded with corpse’s reek. As I took a look inside I instantly recognized the thing inside.. the gagging reflex suddenly hit my throat as I swiped it away from the table. The sack contained Hanzsel’s head inside.
-”What the fuck?!”- I almost threw up.
-”What’s your problem, Azure?!”- Sandvika flashed a glare towards me.
-”Oh come on, it’s just a watermelon. I had more, but I lost some of them during the harvest. Oh well, stuff happens.. right?”- The stranger chuckled, like it was nothing. He acted way too casual.
-”What kind of watermelon is that!? A person’s head! What the hell?!”- I fallen into panic.
-”A tasty one, um.”- He chuckled again and then Sandvika rose from her chair and approached the sack with Hanzsel’s head inside, she picked it up like it was a damn ball. She pulled it out off the sack and placed it on a plate, which was on the table.
-”Silly Azure, I never knew that watermelons disgusted you. You shouldn’t drop food on the floor.”- She smiled cheerfully as she lectured me.

Something was definitely up, they did something to Sandvika. Why in the living world they brought his head? Did they deal with Hanzsel’s forces already? Were they my allies, but why were they acting like my old acquaintances, why they were not disgusted by the sight?

-”Is everything all right with your heads?”- I anxiously asked.
-”Yes.”- The trio replied in a chorus.
-”Yummy, it looks so juicy and delicious can I eat it, Simon? Pretty please!”- Sandvika looked directly into man’s eyes. Her eyes were sparkling from excitement as she herself was almost drooling.
-”Of course, my dear. Of course, I brought this one for you. Enjoy it to your heart’s content.”- He laughed as he then handed her a kitchen knife.
-”Yay! You’re the best leader Simon!”- It was confusing. I did not know what was more disturbing.. the fact that she was calling him Simon or the fact that she was about to eat Hanzsel’s head.
-”You guys are mad!”- I rose from my chair and slammed my fists against the table. Sandvika meanwhile sliced off Hanzsel’s ear and started to nibble it happily, she was out of her mind.
-”Ahh, it’s so yummy!”- She stuffed the ear inside her mouth and munched on it.
-”Relax buddy, it’s just a watermelon. What’s gotten into you?”- The man calmly asked me. Meanwhile the red haired woman remained silent, she was enjoying the sight of Sandvika eating a dead man’s head.
-”Err.. I think I might need a take a break outside..”- I headed towards the exit and stepped outside to get some fresh air, I removed my mask from my face and vomited on the grass. I stood outside vomiting for about twenty minutes.

When I returned Sandvika was almost done with the head, everything around her lips was gory and messy.. the remains of scattered brain and bloody slimy insides. She was enjoying it thoroughly, with a fork she carved out his eyeball and inserted it inside her mouth, squishing it between her teeth. It was beyond disturbing and I was not even sure anymore, was I seeing things or was she being manipulated. But if the thing was really the head, which belonged to Hanzsel then it only meant that they killed Hanzsel, but for who’s sake? Did the attack already happen? Did those two save the village? However, seeing how they were torturing Sandvika was an unbearable sight for me, so I decided to call my shots.

-”Alright, I had enough of this madness! You either explain me things or I will slice your throats right on this instance!”- I touched the hilt of Zerneger with my mere finger, building the shadows around it’s tip.
-”Sandvika, sleep.”- The red haired girl commanded and then suddenly Sandvika lost her consciousness and collapsed on the floor, I instantly became furious the shadows that were building around the sword’s hilt shaped into a black cross, which was absorbing the shadows from the corners, the waving pillars of the cross were pulling everything that was dark to the center, where the core of pure darkness lied, ready to be unleashed.
-”Calm down, she’s just asleep.”- The girl sighed and I disbanded the shadows, they scattered around the room, returning to their former positions.  
-”Alright, let’s get back to business.”- The hooded man stated.
-”Business? Are you mocking me?! I give you one minute to explain this!”- I drew out my sword and merely held it in one hand... the blade landed on the floor and then I tapped inside my inner thoughts. The ultimate universe. For that very instance I felt like my consciousness left my body, like I was ascending higher and higher.. my mind was accelerating across the space and time until it bumped into the white boundaries and my mind stopped. The scene suddenly shifted to one, where I was sitting in a chair in the middle of nothingness, everything around was white.. the chair itself was floating in nothingness.
-”Zerneger, do you know these people?”- I asked him directly.
-”I’m not sure about the hooded man, but that woman is your..”- He cut off midway as the white walls began to show black cracks around.
-”Hmm.. what’s wrong? She’s my... what?”- I became curious.
-”Something is disrupting my work, it’s probably due to outside world. She’s a relative of yours.”- After he answered my question even more cracks spread throughout the walls of nothingness and the space began to distort, everything started to gradually move in a waving motion, even my fingers... they turned out to be like a reflections in unease puddle.
-”I see... One more thing before I leave this place... Warp this whole Tavern to the pocket dimension..”- This was my last request.
-”Right! But beware.. staff of L..”- It appeared like he wanted to tell me something, but as soon as he spoke everything shattered to fragments and what was white below my feet became dark, and my body was sent flying  down into the darkness.

My brief talk with Zerneger was only less than split second long in real world, my consciousness woke. Blue flames swirled around the blade and shot straight to the exit like a beam, engulfing the building from outside and devouring it out of this plane of existence. Just as I asked, Zerneger sent whole tavern to the pocket dimension... the exit of the building, instead of the village’s usual scenery now expressed only colors of black. I threw Zerneger outside the building into the darkness. I did not need my sword anymore as this whole place belonged to me and my sword. It would of been a futile act to kill me here, because I was the only one, who was able to open a portal to the real world.

-”Oh well..”- The man shrugged with his shoulders and refilled his glass with whiskey. I sat down as well, I was ready to listen to their nonsense all day long.
-”Now let’s talk.”- I used the moving shadows, which were casted from the burning candle on the table to construct black tendrils out of them, they wrapped around the bottle of whiskey and pulled it across the table to my hands. I grabbed the bottle, removed the lid with my teeth and took a decent gulp.
-”Cheers to you my brother!”- He raised his glass in acknowledgment and by displaying a single flip, he downed all the contents.
-”Well, you didn’t have to do it really. We were already on our way on injecting some sense into your insect’s brain.”- The woman frowned and pressed her cheek against her palm while releasing a deep sigh. She closed her eyelids and started to hum something rhythmically.
-”I don’t care, now you are my hostages. Answer me everything truthfully or I will self-destruct. Without my powers there’s no escaping this place.”- I took another gulp from the bottle.
-”I’d say you’re wrong on this part. However, given my current standing I can’t use that thing yet. Oh well, ask anything...”- The man brought his hands against each other and interlocked his fingers.
-”Right! First things first! How am I related to you?”- I pointed at the red haired girl with my forefinger. She tilted her head up as her eyes widened, for a moment she opened her mouth in surprise and then shifted her gaze to the hooded man.
-”Was he supposed to know this information?”- Despite the fact that she ignored my question, the girl looked surprised.
-”Nope. Zerneger spilled the beans most likely.”- The man showed no signs of concern as ever. He even knew the fact that I was able to communicate with Zerneger, just who was that man?
-”Answering him truthfully wouldn’t hurt I suppose.”- He added to his speech.  
-”I am your sister, Simon.”- She looked to me and stated.

I fell into silence, I was too shocked. I was confused rather... Impossible, it was just unimaginable. No one even told me that I had a sister, that I actually had a living and breathing family member, but yet... what in the name of this world she was doing here? Right here, right now? Why? She did not even look similar to me, then why... why...?! Even Zerneger was not lying, he told me that she was my relative, but I just could not believe the truth. Up until this point I thought that I was all alone, that I had nothing on my side.. My true family was my friends, the ties that bound me... we were not connected by blood, we were connected by our feelings and hearts.. then why? Why my own family member messed with Sandvika? That was unbelievable, I did not want to accept the truth. I wanted to be happy, to express my new discovery with a smile, but yet I felt distant, even if she was my own blood... I was not ready to accept her as my family, even if she was indeed my ally.. I...I...could never open my arms to her... Such thing as blood connections did not exist in my life... My only and real family was Azure, Sandvika and the rest of this village, but not this woman...
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-”No way...”- I lowered my head, I was staring down to the surface of the table.
-”And you can call me as your brother, although I’m a little different story, but we’re basically the same flesh and blood.”- Hooded man stirred in to the conversation.
-”And today we celebrate our family reunion!”- He refilled his glass and raised it above his head.
-”No..”- I was lost for suitable words. How was I supposed to react to this?
-”My name is Lydie, it’s a pleasure to meet you, brother.”- The woman finally introduced herself.
-”Lydie... No...”- I slightly shook my head.
-”And my name is Sim... oof.. I mean Siegmund, brother.”- The man introduced himself as well.
-”I don’t care...”- Brother, sister? What was that? Where in the freezing hell they were all this time? Why they were not there with me, when I needed them?  Were they just messing with my head? Was this one of Hanzsel’s mischievous schemes?
-”Huh? What’s wrong, brother?”- They synchronized like a chorus once again.
-”You.. guys...”- My veins were popping out from anger, my fingers were twitching.. I was grinding my own teeth, my whole body was shaking out of frustration.
-”What’s wrong, surprised to see your family? Envious that your older sister looks younger than you?”- Siegmund, brother or whoever the man was... joked around nonchalantly.
-”...Are full of shit!!!”- I shouted and crushed the bottle of whiskey in my hand, the pieces of glass shattered all over the place.. my eyes were glowing red in fury. I was not ready to accept the truth, even if it was the truth to begin with...

My angered shout bounced all over the room, like a bullet, ricocheting obliquely. However their ears were ignorant as before, they were not intimidated by me, nor resorted to defensive actions.. sitting still, gazing at the shattered pieces of glass.. whiskey was oozing down from the corners of the table, like a waterfall. I rose on my feet and looked down to them, I was silent.. I wanted to give them a solid beating, but yet I was hesitating.. hesitating, thinking of one fact.. family... Was the bond this strong? Was I really sympathizing with them? I wanted to move, I wanted to raise my fist, but I was frozen.. for some reason my body felt like a heavy stone.. a stone, which was sunk in the depths of the ocean.. no way out.. I wanted to overcome this sensation. I wanted to vanquish them, but I lacked something inside myself... I lacked brutality, I lacked cold senses.. But I did not lack courage. Courage to protect Sandvika and knew that this bluff was bad enough, if I were to self-destruct.. Sandvika would be a goner as well.. My promise, which I made to Azure would drift away. I was out of options.. if only she was not in the way.. they probably knew it. They probably lured me, right into their trap? But why? Why would a family member do such a thing? Siegmund was merely enjoying his whiskey, but I had enough of fun and games.. I had enough of this silly reunion.. Luckily I had a knife stored in my coat’s inner pocket. Instantly I reached inside that pocket with my left hand, grabbed it’s hilt and threw it, aiming at Siegmund’s glass.. My precision was accurate, the knife hit it’s mark and flung the glass out off his hand... The sharp tip penetrated through the glass, leaving a cracked hole in the side, from where all the whiskey was oozing. The man sighed and covered his mouth with his right hand.

-”I assume that everything is the other way around. We already got you on the ropes.”- Lydie took action, she bent her frame down a little and reached down, behind the other end of the table, and pulled up unconscious Sandvika by the hair.
-”We already have her under our control, it appears that you care a lot for this girl. Despite the fact that I can’t see your face, I can tell it from your actions. From your voice alone.”- She smirked, holding Sandvika still. Indeed.. since the very beginning they had the advantage, but why? Did I do something wrong? Why the people of my village always had to become scapegoats of my own matters?
-”Put her down.”- I ordered, my tone was bossy and deep.
-”I don’t mind...”- Her facial expression was nonchalant, with a good swing she threw her to the side like she was some damn rag doll.. her head bumped against the wall..
-”You bitch!”- I grabbed the corner of the table, which was in my side and attempted to flip the table over. Rather I intended to slam a table upon her, but I was stopped. Siegmund’s blade reacted to my action and the mantle of solid ice rushed throughout the other side of the table, freezing the table legs and floor below.. until it became impossible to rip the table off the floor.
-”Now, now.. play nicely.”- He joked around.
-”Hah! Just as I guessed.. you really do have feelings for this girl!”- My sister smirked and pointed her finger to my direction.
-”I do, I won’t try to hide this fact. It would be pointless... However I do have some serious questions for you. Was the thing that she was eating really Hanzsel’s head?”- Momentarily I was taken aback... to the sight of Sandvika sipping on his brain.
-”Yes indeed. It was in fact a head and not a watermelon, it also belonged to professor Hanzsel.”- Siegmund nodded while answering to my question. Although his answer was honest this time... to my eyes the pair became even more disgusting to me.. I could not bear to talk to them anymore, but they had Sandvika as a captive.. they held her as a hostage. They knew a lot about me, they probably set everything up to begin with..

-”Monsters, I have no words for you. You two are the real devils, even Hanzsel wasn’t like that.. Indeed he was mad... he cold bloodily murdered his own daughter.. but yet he was fighting for his own ideals. Doing something, instead of doing nothing.”- My body began to emit heat, it was my own energy.. energy of this pained resentment towards them.
-”Shit happens...”- The man yawned nonchalantly.
-”I will never forgive you both, I don’t care if you are some damn impostors or my real family. I will make sure to destroy you. Execute you on the spot. Why did you kill Hanzsel?! Wasn’t he... like your ally for God’s sake?!”- My hands twitching out of fury and my breathing intensifying.. I slowly walked around the table and stopped before Sandvika. I knelt down before her and tilted her head down, to see if she was not harmed from the impact with the wall. To their luck, she was not hurt... however.. a thought crossed my mind.. would they enjoy eating rotting man’s head themselves?
-”It was me, who killed Hanzsel.. I also made sure to slaughter them all, before abandoning that damn realm. Well, I might be lying about slaughtering Hanzsel, I allowed for someone known as A2 to deliver the finishing blow. Justice was brought. The man disappointed me, I gave him resources, I gave him a squad of elites and yet he failed to follow my orders. Such a disgrace, such a shame to me... Thinking of him makes me vomit. Instead.. I came here by myself, I came to deal with you myself. Though on my way here, I met someone interesting... I never knew that I will meet sis again.. This universe is small indeed.”- At last, he spilled the beans.. cracking a laughter in the end. Now I was sure that he was not my ally, but what made him do this? Why did he set up so many things?
-”So, it appears that you are their leader. The real and only one? At last I met you, I’ve been waiting for this day. To slaughter you myself, it turned out as a surprise that you are my long lost brother.. I don’t know your motives behind murdering your own comrades, your own people... But one thing is guaranteed I will rip you off your pride and end this cycle of madness once and for all.”- It was not me... it was his speech.. his honesty, which made me hate Siegmund even more.
-Bold words...”- Lydie interrupted, rolling her eyes to the sides..

Enter the phase of final war.

I rose on my feet and stood near the the exit doors, awaiting for them to finish their speech. Yet it was already decided that I will kill them on the spot. I swore this to my heart, these worms... they were not worthy of being my family members.. Upon visiting this village they dug out a hole for themselves... how considerate of them it was. However one thing still kept me from going... one single thing still held me from skinning them alive.. it was Sandvika, first I needed to figure out what have they done to her.

-”Yes, those are bold words.. I will be sure to fulfill them. I will feast on your blood, it’s a promise.”- I sighed. Even though I was prepared, even though I believed in my own strength.. This wrath... caused my emotions to ripple wildly.. It did affect my self-control.. almost to the point, where my powers would become unstable once again. But even then.. I was ready to sacrifice myself.. for the sake of Sandvika, for the sake of Azure.
-”How ignorant of you. You know nothing about yourself, yet you judge us. You don’t even know  who you are, but yet you dare to call us evil. Silly Simon, everything was your own doing... You are responsible for creating this situation. We just came here, to take our vengeance. If you weren’t the real monster in the first place, we would of never bothered with you...”- It was not clear if the man was trying to break my morale or was he saying the truth. However, one thing was definitely clear.. No matter, who I was in the past.. I’m not the same person anymore and I will fight for my ideals, to the very end. Siegmund rose from the table and straightened his back, he faced towards me and exposed his face. It was hard to see his whole face, due to the hood covering the most of it.. however for me the revelation was quite shocking. He looked similar to me, his pale skin, his young looking face.. silver white hair covering some of the parts on his face.. his purple eyes.. yet he looked similar to me.. there were indeed  minor differences.. but the most shocking feature on his face was the mark, the tattoo around his left eye.. it was the same as mine.. it matched perfectly.. was the man... really my brother... or was he someone else entirely?
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-”Wh-who are you?”- I took a step backwards and opened my mouth in the rising confusion.
-”You really want to know the truth, monster?”- My sister, who was still sitting on the bench raised her voice.
-”I do!”- I yelled at her, but Siegmund merely extended his left arm to her direction and swayed it back at forth, giving her a gesture to keep her mouth shut.
-”Just as I said.. I am like your brother.. no... rather you are like a pest to me, who invaded my own body.”- He raised his tone as well, but remained calm overall.
-”Don’t talk in riddles and tell me the truth!”- I gritted my teeth in frustration.  
-”Alright. I am you.. no rather I was you. No in fact I always was the real Simon and you are just impostor, who stole my body, I want it back.. along with this power, you faker.. This mark on my face is the proof that once upon a time you stole my body.”- He pressed his palm against the left side of his face.
-”No way! It’s impossible. I don’t believe you! I am myself and I am the real Simon, everyone... everyone here accepted me as one, while you were only terrorizing everyone!”- I took another step backwards, the girl picked herself up on her feet as well and faced me.
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-”Everything is possible my dear brother... I don’t want to explain things now.. But you will understand everything in the process, when we will be clashing our blades. Although I want to ask you something... How does it feel? To have the ultimate body? How does it feel to have the ultimate strength? How does it feel to have a body without scars?  How does it feel to have heightened senses? Feels good... right?”- He knew everything, he truly knew everything... but yet.. something was awfully suspicious about them.. Him still calling me as his brother.. Her still referring to me as her brother.. I could definitely feel it... that they have not told me the truth yet.. There was something more to this story.
-”You know, whoever you are... Simon or Siegmund.. or whoever you want to be.. I will always remain as Simon. I will be the same Simon! No one can take this away from me and in this dimension.. both of you are as good as dead!”- Zerneger flew out off darkness, right into my hands.. I prepared my stance, bringing the sword between my arms. At any moment.. I was ready to cut them down.
-”Silly boy, our little display with Sandvika wasn’t for nothing. We did it to prove you, that we indeed can end her life without even blinking if needed. If I told her to die, she would die. If I told her to attack you, she would attack.”- Lydie smirked and stood besides Siegmund, both of their eyes gazing to me.. it almost looked that they were confident in everything.. like they secured their victory already. Such cowardly, keeping a helpless girl as a hostage. Disgrace to humanity, to all the warriors... No honor in them...
-”Now listen to us... return this tavern back to the village and we will have our fight there.”- Siegmund grinned.
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-”And what if I don’t?!”- I attempted to psyche him out, to show that I cared less.
-”Oh... then this will happen!”- They both passed me by my shoulders.
-”Bend the knee and warp us to the village.”- Lydie ordered me and then suddenly I had the urge to get on my knees.. I became scared for some reason.. yet I did not understand what was the reason.. I just felt obliged to kneel.
-”What the hell...?”- My body felt numb.. I could not move a single finger.. The sword that I was holding on... was shaking in my hands.. I did not want to give them the opportunity to strike me, but something was awfully weird.. I was confused... I felt fear crawling in my blood.
-”SIMON! Don’t do this! What’s gotten into you!”- Zerneger’s voice suddenly echoed in my head.
-”I.. I... Have no other choice, they will kill Sandvika.. I must return this tavern to it’s former position.”- I answered him..
-”NO.. I MEAN WHY ARE YOU STANDING STILL AND DOING NOTHING!?”- The loudness of Zerneger’s voice intensified.
-”I.. I am kneeling.. like a dog.. yess.. kneeling like obedient little puppy. Shut up and open the passage of space.”- My voice was cracking for some reason and yet.. those two appeared like the most powerful force in the world.. Like they were my masters... I had no other choice, but to open the rift and fight them outside. No... I did not understand for myself.. For some reason I just felt like doing it.. Sandvika’s life... yes Sandvika’s life was at stake..
-”Let’s switch for a second!”- Zerneger suggested something.. what was that? A switch? What? It confused me, so instead I came up with a better reply.
-”No, shut up! Shut up! I will fight them, but I want to do this outside! So now, open the gates!”- I replied... Zerneger had not said a word against me and the tavern returned to the usual scenery of the village. I was still on my knees, looking up to them.. they were gazing through the exit..
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-”Good boy, now stand up and venture outside this inn with us. We will have lots of fun together. After all, we’re family.”- Lydie winked to me.. I slowly stood up on my feet and nodded. We stepped outside, the view was brilliant.. the tree was standing strong and the gem in it’s core was radiant. I was gazing to the their backs, for some reason I was very afraid, but I knew that I had to fight them.. that I had to protect this place.. this will of mine was not fleeting, it was only magnifying.. I don’t know what they did to me.. what kind of tricks they used on me, but I decided to get back on them.. I had to.. Thus it was only the beginning... the beginning of this sibling rivalry, the beginning of this family feud.. Final clash was already marked.. although I did not know what to expect.. I was ready to use everything at my arsenal.. I had to.. It was my duty.. to protect this village. To protect Sandvika and to never give up on my dreams!
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31 Re: The Rift Dancer on Sun Jun 17, 2018 8:10 pm

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I followed this duo down the hill, my heart was racing wildly, my muscles were throbbing, bones jabbering, fingers vibrating both in fear and excitement... knees almost giving up on me.. beckoning the signal to give up, to stand down and leave... to surrender.. but my inner spirit was calling me... calling to fight, calling to arm myself, to burn them down, to cut their bowels, to devour their hearts. I was chattering my teeth... not in fear, not in excitement.. I was just feeling cold.. I felt chilly presences.. shivering spine... and as if something was stroking my head... with dead cold hands... We moved to the center, I was standing besides them, their gazes fixated to the tree of life, even I was looking to it.. even I felt something for it, felt the need, the duty to protect it from dangers..... from my family. My very own family was the root of all problems and yet I was nowhere close to the truth that I was seeking, more and more questions rose inside my head. Did I really have to fight them? Was this the answer?
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My blackened sabatons impacted the pavement below, it appeared as if they were sending vibrations throughout the surface. Vibrations, which pulsated in dark energies... nothing was left for me, escape was not the option.. I had to choose for myself.. to either die defending the village or to escape like a damn coward. I was moving away from them, not even taking a small glance over my shoulder. I wanted to see this beauty, this tree... the thing, which was most beautiful and venerated in this village. The thing, for which I was fighting in the past. The beauty of these heavenly blue colors etched its way deep down into my eye pupils, as if I was witnessing the reflections of thousand diamonds. I stopped in front of the tree, I firmly stomped on the pavement. The metal clanged and resulted into a loud echo, which tremor flew across the air and lifted the birds on the branches up ahead. I sighed and pressed my palm against my chest, in the area where my heart was supposed to be beating, and I silently promised myself that I will make it out alive no matter what, that I will defend the people.. even if everything else will be lost in the process. I turned around to face the pair.. to face my brother and sister, their eyes showed no remorse, their eyes were dead to me.. It was not me... it was them... they caused this... and I was not ready to take their nonsense seriously. Never!

-”Frankly speaking I’d like to talk more.. I mean.. I’m not quite ready yet, but I guess it can’t helped. For an impatient dog you did quite well, you sure took your time before attacking us..”- Siegmund sighed and clapped his hands slowly.
-”I have nothing else to discuss with you, however I want to ask you this.. why do you seek to destroy me this badly? What is this vengeance that you are talking about? Isn’t there another way to sever this feud?”- Even after all the things they did to me... even after witnessing only cruelty and despair.. I had a sliver of hope in them.. a crumb of mercy hidden inside me... was I too soft? Or was it the word family that kept me alive? Haha, maybe it was just a delusional fear... a fear that I felt when I got on my knees.. but I could not understand why I felt this way.. what consumed me? I was aware that they were using something.. something to trick me with.. but what was it?
-”I do this for my family. I want to protect what is my family, I don’t want anything else.. not anymore! If you regained your memories you’d probably realize how it feels to lose everything... how does it feel when you wander around the globe with nothing on your side... all alone... when it’s cold... when there’s nothing on your side, when you don’t understand what kind of person you were before.. when world itself attempts to crush you. You will never understand what it means to live a life full of lies and delusions, full of fear and terror, because you will die here... by my hand!”- Lydie lashed out her feelings... feelings, which I was able to perceive. Yet Siegmund remained silent, probably his only agenda was acquiring my body...
-”I do understand you! Even now, when I know nothing! Then why? Why can’t we find peace? Why can’t we find an agreement?!”- I extended my arm forwards and pointed my finger to them.
-”Because you were responsible for erasing my memories! Don’t you dare to act innocent in front of my eyes, I don’t need your comfort! I don’t seek to find common ground with you! I just want to destroy you! And now is the perfect opportunity to do it!”- Her scream reechoed throughout the village and rebounded in my ears.
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Me...? It was me? What kind of nonsense she was spouting? I became puzzled once again... I could not believe her words.. was she trying to break me mentally? How did I manage to do it? If it was Thomas... Thomas had the power to do it, it was not me... what in the hell I was doing these past years? Where did I got myself into? Why I woke up as this amnesiac and dull existence? Like creeping demons, these thoughts devoured my mind.. I was trying to break through, to fight trough.. slashing these inner demons, yet they found me again and again... each time stronger and more dangerous... I did not understand who I was anymore... But my resolve... I had to fight for my beliefs or else everything would be in vain.

-”I don’t believe it! I would never do it! Why would I do such a thing for a family member? Why would I do this without a reason?!”- I shouted at the top of my lungs, the scenery around was shaken by my shout.. like my voice was tearing through myself into the nature.
-”Of course you wouldn’t now, after all karma caught up to you! But I had enough of this useless blabbering, as a family member you are long dead to me.. you weren’t my family to begin with! So I’ll be the one to bring you down!”- With her right hand she reached for her backside and slightly pulled her staff, it then sled upwards across her back, red bands fallen from the rod and scattered below her feet.
-”Bravo! Just bravo!”- Siegmund laughed and clapped with his hands.
-”So be it then, I have no words for both of you! I will defeat you on the spot!”- Energies of darkness gathered and swirled around the blade of my sword. The display resulted in a black everlasting helix with rising blue flares around. I drew it forth and brought it inside my two hands.
-”Thus... thanks to me and our faithful ally Thomas her memories were restored.. such a befitting finale for you, my brother Simon. At the very least.. you met your true family before your death.”- Siegmund joked around and drew his frozen greatsword afterwards, frozen chains of metal, which connected his blade to the back, crumbled to fragile icicles by the pulling force.
-”Mhm... but.. I secured my victory already!”- I smirked beneath the mask as soon as I realized something important...
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I looked around the village, armored soldiers were gathering around the corners.. mages were chanting their spells, mercenaries honing their blades, archers tightening the strings of their bows with already inserted arrows. Everything was revolving exactly as planned, only one thing remained.. to give them my signal. Those fools probably overlooked the situation in the village, they were so focused on destroying me that they did not even notice how they were surrounded.. even if they managed to manipulate Sandvika.. I was never alone, I had the force of the village, the strength in numbers... the power of my allies was the key to my victory. The setup was not in vain, everything was well calculated.. and then I realized that we were in the center... that they could be surrounded by the pillars, which I ordered for the workers to build underneath the ground. I was taken back to the time, when I was visiting the village.. when I was discussing the plans with the warriors, not even Sandvika knew about this.. with each party I planned separate things.

-”When I shoot a sphere of darkness above my head, you bozos will line up and erect the pillars.”- I said, pointing my finger to the village’s map, leading my finger to four different points, drawing a rectangle as a result.
-”Yes sir!”- A group of earth mages saluted and then I shifted my gaze towards the mages, which were efficient in using lightning magic.. at first I wanted to look for people talented in fiery arts, but most of them were either dead or severely injured from the previous battles. So lightning was the only radical solution for combat.
-”And you group of reeking drunkards will then infuse your spells with these metallic pillars and direct the electricity towards the opposing forces!”-  I slammed my fist against the palm.
-”Understood!”- They saluted as well.
-”One more thing.. If I fail to be here on time or if impostor shows up I give all the authority to Sandvika. Listen to her orders.”- Afterwards.. I was brought back to reality.. I already had the upper hand.

I tilted my sword skywards, the flames danced across the blade, shadows on the ground fluxed upwards, circulating up across the blade and then a small lump was spew out to the sky. The bubbly sphere of darkness was ascending slowly, black condensed liquids curled around it’s core as it then marked the signal by exploding midair as the darkness rained  upon me. Earth mages lined up from the sides, surrounding the cobbled area in a rectangle’s shape. They started to chant in a chorus, they sounded like angels singing the march of war. Suddenly earth underneath our feet started to shake in hectic fashion. The pavement at the corners started to split apart as something huge began to emerge.. four metallic pillars risen from the ground, shattering the earth below. The tremors were loud, almost like earthquake was striking the village. It was hard... even for me it was hard to balance myself on the feet. Thus in a matter of seconds the pillars were erected fully, each of them had a sharp tip, where the energies started accumulating as the mages of lightning did their part behind the earth mages’ backs. Four bulbs of electricity built around the tips, growing larger in seconds and sending down the sparks across the pillars. Discharging through the rods as if the lightning itself was a slippery snake wrapped around it’s prey.

My enemies were standing still, showing no fear or surprise in their eyes as if they were waiting for something, but then Lydie stepped forward and held her staff in front of her. Small teeth looking things suddenly erected around the handle as they injected into Lydie’s palms, drawing out her blood. The crimson glowing jewel on her staff began to spin rapidly as it produced black mist around it, which was rising above like black smoke. She then hummed and opened her mouth, chanting something in foreign magical language..
-”KAIES. . . ULES. . . AUGOES. . .”- Her voices was deep and reechoing within her throat, she was sounding almost like a chorus herself. Like there were multiple people speaking within her. The black mist then engulfed the duo and scattered around them, resulting in a spherical veil of permanent darkness.. everything inside the conjured barrier looked slightly dim.
-”Eep! So scary! Without you my sis I would of been roasted.. so glad to have you on my side!”- Siegmund’s goofy reaction was only expected.
-”Well, they called me as Darkness in the past for a good reason!”- She bragged about her ability, but was their barrier enough to deflect the attack? Lydie lowered her staff, placing it’s tip on the pavement.
-”Alright men, I’ll keep them busy while you charge the energy!”- I shouted out and began moving towards Lydie and Siegmund.
-”Idiot...”- She sighed.

Suddenly a diminutive figure beaten it’s way through the gathered line of mages and entered inside the rectangle, which was surrounded by the mages. It was Sandvika, she finally woke up. She stopped besides the enemy and gave a furious glare towards me, she was holding a knife in her right hand as well. She raised her arm along with the knife that she was holding and spun it around the tip of her finger once before talking.

-”Halt! This man is a traitor, can’t you see that he is an impostor of Azure?! Are you really this stupid to attack Simon and his sister?!”- Her voice was the same and sweet, but her words shattered me.. she betrayed me completely.. no.. it was not a betrayal.. she was in pain.. she was being controlled. Suddenly whispers began to built between the mages as one of them stepped in the cobbled area and raised his hand in question.
-”Excuse me, miss Sandvika can I ask a question?”- The mage asked.
-”Go ahead.”- She nodded.
-”I am pretty sure that this man is Simon, I think that you are siding with the wrongdoers. Am I not right?”- He said in a trembling tone.
-”You fool! Don’t you remember? He gave the order to listen to me if he doesn’t make it here, he also said that impostors are expected and this one is just a perfect replica of Azure, who’s actually dead.. at least dead to me...”- Salty water built on her eyes.
-”I..I see.. bu-but.. he gave us a signal, how can impostor know so much?”- The man continued to question Sandvika. It almost seemed like he was the most loyal soldier of mine. I wanted to thank him, but I was shocked... shocked that Sandvika was saying such things, even if it was not Sandvika talking... it was coming from her lips...
-”Don’t you get it?! They are smarter than they seem, they always find out ways to leak the information.. look at the destruction they caused on previous times?! Wasn’t that enough?!”- She furiously backfired, giving him counter questions.. the man merely nodded and lowered his arm, he then took a step backwards, returning to his position in the line.
-”Sandvika.. I can’t believe it... why..?”- I asked.. I felt like falling into tears.. I felt like breaking at any minute..
-”Don’t you lie to me bastard! I only acted along in the tavern, because those were Simon’s orders! I wanted to stab you as soon as I saw your face. You despise me...”- She was frowning whilst swaying her knife back and forth. Lydie leaned down to Sandvika’s ear and whispered something. Sandvika carefully listened to her and nodded several times in agreement.
-”Since, I and Simon... yes the one with the hood and not the masked impostor of Azure... are the only commanding ones. I command the lightning mages to destroy this man! As for the others... archers.. aim your bows to mercenaries hiding in the bushes. Warriors of the village, the guards are actually spies of the enemy.. slaughter them at once! Earth mages, mop the floor with guards and mercenaries alike! Leave no traitor alive!”- Her commanding voice.. the orders of madness.. she just basically declared the self-destruction of our troops.. she basically dyed her innocent hands with blood by declaring it.. her words turned out to be the uprising genocide..
-”You maniacs! Don’t make her do it!”- I furiously shouted!
-”Too late...”- Sandvika declared in a calm manner.

The village fell into the confused silence, whispers were building in the gathering crowd. Soldiers were well aware that they were allies, they knew it and they were not ready to raise their blades against each other, however they knew one more thing. The thing was the protection of the village, to secure the safety. They did not want kill their brothers in arms, but they never really knew if they were traitorous scumbags or not, only thing that mattered was to ensure the safety of the village. But they knew little, poor lambs... they were set up for self destruction since the very beginning, bloodshed was inevitable. I tried to reason with them, to talk things through.. but my words never reached them.. I was just another obstacle in their eyes.. It saddened my heart. My only dream, my only ambition to bring everyone together... to fight for eternal peace was just trashed and scattered... Those scums... they even plunged Sandvika into this chaos. I did not care anymore.. I decided to go all out, as carnage was inevitable, a carnage for nothing... a carnage, which I basically caused by uniting these men to protect this place... I wanted to apologize for what I’ve done, but there was no time... in my grave I will have the chance to pay for my sins.. now I only had to fight with everything at my disposal.

It all started with me, I was the one, who called the shots. As the drums of battle were pounded I observed my surroundings and noticed that the pillars and produced electricity on the top were casting a huge shadow upon the pavement. Swiftly I plunged my blade into the pavement, as it cracked throughout the sides from the impact, and I bent down on my knees, and placed my palms on the surface... The shadowy floor suddenly waved like a restless ocean, shadows were rapidly gathering behind me and creeping on top of each other like a colony of insects, until the creeping darkness manifested into two giant shadowy arms. The black arms were almost as tall as the erected metallic pillars. The arms reached down into the earth and pulled out two black swords from underneath the ground. The swords of shadows were swung sideways, cutting down the pillars behind me... the energies jolted upwards, piercing through the upper layer of the barrier above... A hole was carved out and the clouds above were split apart... the toxic air of Brusthonin made it’s way from above. The parts of the pillars, which were sliced, crashed down upon the soldiers.. some of them were crushed underneath, some of them injured from the tremendous shock wave or the falling debris. Thus an all out war between the villagers broke out, a complete mayhem..

The remaining pillars were fully charged at this point and then then the lightning was merely directed at me. The raging arcs of swirling electrical bolts were launched at my direction, but my precision and coordination were on par.. The shadowy arms threw the giant swords to the pillars in front, the shadowy blades reshaped themselves into spinning sharp discuses and severed the pillars. Meanwhile the arms of shadows protected me from the already launched devastating attack by covering my body underneath the palms of darkness. The impact was powerful and loud, some cobble bricks were blown away out off pavement... the sound itself laid siege to my ears, as my eardrums felt like wanting to escape from my ears. Nothing was left of the shadowy arms that I conjured previously, only a puddle of black goo and some geysers of darkness were erupting from the produced temperatures.. Smoke befallen upon me and also engulfed the soldiers that were fighting behind me.. only noises of colliding blades and blood spilling were rumbling in the pure white mist.

I used this opportunity to remove my blade off the ground and propel through the smoke, blue flames built underneath my feet as they lunged me forwards like turbines. As a matter of fact the force was this huge that the mist itself was moving along with my accelerating body. I raised my sword above my right shoulder whilst flying through the air and prepared to cut through Lydie’s produced barrier. However Sandvika stood in my way with her knife’s tip projected towards me. I did not want to strike her, so instead I ceased my attack by extinguishing the blue flames on my feet and lunging the upper part of my body downwards.. I rolled across the pavement, due to momentum and released a deep sigh. I picked myself up on my feet and glared to the trio.. I knew that Sandvika was innocent in this, but she was going too far... no rather they were going too far... yet I knew nothing... nothing at all... We were standing and starring to each other in this little corner of false peace, while everywhere else in the village mayhem was consuming souls of the fallen men. Screams and shouts were bouncing forth and back... sparks of colliding metal lighting up the battlefield like hundreds of candles in the graveyard.. it was a catastrophic event... everyone was fighting everyone.. no one was right, yet no one was wrong.. they were slaughtering each other... the worst case scenario took place.. and yet it only took these two people to come.. they really lured me into their trap... they basically won.. the first round at least..I finally realized why no opposing army was present.. it appeared that they did not need an army in the first place.. they were in the league of their own, all it took was a good strategy.. Commendable from a commander’s perspective, yet disgusting from a human’s perspective..

In the name of love.

I was panting heavily, dense white steam was divorcing through the gaps of the mask, my eyes burning in crimson... showing fury and disgust.. to their perspective I probably resembled a devil. In fact I was like a hungry devil, awaiting to devour their souls.. Images of them suffering were etching into my brain repeatedly, I was imagining their miserable faces, how they were desperately running away from me in awe, but yet... yet I was not even sure about my skill, about myself.. probably only death awaited me.. nothing more, nothing less... Yet Sandvika in the middle was separating me from them.. she was holding a knife, pointed towards me. Her eyes were full of rage as well, almost as if she was glancing at the most hated existence.. almost if I was the big bad villain in her eyes.. was it really the case? Was I really this bad in the past? I could not believe myself, without hearing answers I rejected this idea... Azure was not this stupid, he accepted me as the real Simon.. If I was some damn faker he would of annihilated me ages ago, but yet he always had faith in me and to this very moment of revolving carnage I believed in him... He was my motivation and my strength.

Lydie approached Sandvika from behind and placed her hands on her shoulders, ripping off the cloth from her, the top fell down and awkwardly hanged down from her waist... Her bra was exposed. Lydie swirled her index finger in circular motion and then Sandvika turned around and exposed her back to me.. a large runic symbol was planted on her back, it was circular with some wild tribal stripes stretching out off the sides. Through the ink some substance, which resembled lava was flowing across.

-”M-monster! Is this the thing that controls her!?”- I furiously yelled at Lydie.
-”No, it’s just an exploding rune... Sandvika will be the one fighting you, however if you lay a hand on her or even touch her directly I will activate this rune and kaboom!”- She enthusiastically shoved her arms to the sides.
-”This is disgusting! She has nothing to do with it...”- I stepped back and took a brief glance behind me. The scenery was in ruins.. corpses scattered across the crimson grass.. rising smoke from some of the buildings and befalling cinders.. remaining soldiers bailing out from the battlefield and the injured ones begging for mercy in their last breath.. some of them having dissected limbs. Yet the fighting was raging on and on... Floor at certain areas completely devastated or deformed lands with awkward inclines of rubble produced by the earth mages.. molten armor pieces scattered.. it was a horrible sight.. although the tree itself was still shinning, but the air was gradually getting polluted from the hole in the barrier. Some of it’s leaves falling and rotting in sight... the dead end was marked.. and yet they were trying to force Sandvika to fight me.. probably my last remaining comrade, probably my last remaining friend.. someone that I loved... so much.. I wanted to give myself away to love her even more..  My true family member, as if she was my little sister and yet I was not even sure if she was being manipulated or she really did betray me...
-”Hah! Everything and everyone has everything to do with it... if ya know what I mean..”- After a long silence Siegmund opened his mouth again.
-”Well then... I’ll break this cycle once and for all, as long as I’m standing here.. your victory is not guaranteed!”- I supported my blade on my shoulders.
-”Alright now... be a good girl and kill this man! He will not harm you, he’s basically useless.”- Lydie patted Sandvika’s head and then Sandvika turned around to face me, her eyes were also glowing in red.. well of course that was the famous Asmodian rage.. I was not Asmodian myself, but I fallen into the same category with my glowing eyes.
-”Chop! Chop!”- Siegmund grinned... and I... I of all people wanted to grind his despicable grin to dust.

Sandvika marched forwards, her feet moving swiftly, her knife readied to stab my heart as soon as she were to get close. Yet her attack was too straightforward, even her ‘flying saucers’ were scarier and more unpredictable.. As soon as she got close I stepped to the side, whilst twisting myself sideways.. my gaze followed passing Sandvika.. she moved several steps forwards until stopping and going at it again.. but I merely dodged again.. and again.. she was just tiring herself out from continuous series of charging.. Yet I could not touch her.. not even slightly or she would explode... It was a dire situation.. I was trying to come up with a radical strategy, but she was going straight at me furiously.. pushing through her own limits.. the hate, which was accumulating in her eyes was growing increasingly strong.. as if I was the one, who killed the villagers, as if I was the one, who made her suffer.. I attempted to talk her out of this madness...

-”Sandvika.. stop!”- I grunted as I leaped to the side and sled on my feet in the momentum.
-”Like hell! Just die!”- She jumped up to the air, curling her knees to her chest she brought her knife above her head, ready to land an aerial attack.
-”Don’t you remember me? It is me Simon... the best leader... the drunken fool.. and the biggest pain in the ass, who only falls asleep in the tavern..”- I wanted to remind her of my existence, but my effort appeared to be futile. Her facial expression did not even change, it only magnified into a stronger hate. She was aiming straight at my head, but I merely jumped back... she crashed into the pavement, her knife flew out of her hands.
-”Go to hell, you murderer!”- She picked up her knife and gave me yet another despicable glare.
-”Sandvika... I just want for you to snap out of this.. you must live on..”- I opened up my arms to her.
-”You have no right to call me as Sandvika, monster!”- She scooted in front of me and attempted to plunge her knife into my bowels.
-”Yes I have the right... my only and true.. my lovely bar maiden.. Sandvika...”- I quickly clapped with my hands and the wall of shadows emerged between us, her knife bounced off the black wall... as the sparks flew by her shoulders...
-”Shut your trap, you despicable demon!”- She attempted to breach through the wall of darkness, swinging her knife around, trying to pierce through.. but her effort was futile as the wall itself was strong as steel.. power of darkness was my specialty.. and the advantage of using it was that it did not consume my life force. She was so furious at me that she was not even thinking straight anymore, she could of easily go around the wall and strike me from the side.
-”Sandvika, step aside!”- Lydie’s shout reached my ears. Sandvika took two steps to the right side. I was unable to see what was happening on the other side, I was only able to imagine that the wall of darkness was ready to go down.
-”ULES. . . KAIES. . . EGINSES. . . ILTIES. . .”- Another set of magical words were heard and then in a matter of seconds something impacted with the wall... The shadowy wall suddenly became hot, like it was burning.. indeed it was burning.. and melting.. until it dissolved into black liquid.

Lydie was standing proud, the upper and sharp part of her staff directed towards me.. trails of smoke were ascending from it. I scanned her thoroughly and this is where I found an opening... her feet were unguarded.. there were no signs of barrier from below her feet.. it gave me an idea... it was an opportunity to end Sandvika’s suffering. A distraction was needed for it to work... Meanwhile Sandvika herself rushed towards me, but I merely raised my arms up, surrendering to her attack.. awaiting for her knife to impale my skin. I noticed that both Lydie and Siegmund rose their eyebrows and opened their mouths as they witnessed my display, but they never knew what I was up to. Then... Sandvika pierced me in a stabbing motion... as I bit down my lower lip in pain. It’s been a while, since I felt pain such as this..

-”I give up, Sandvika.. you win..”- I smiled down to her, and then she pinned me down to the ground, falling on me and holding on to the hilt of her knife. Just as I thought.. she touched me, but Lydie did not explode her yet.. She probably fell for it, because she was well aware how I felt about Sandvika.
-”What the hell? Giving up now? Like hell you are giving up!!! You must suffer!”- She looked puzzled as she pulled out her blade out of my stomach and brought it above her head.. I was looking up to her and smiling.. although the pain that I was feeling was real.. my clothes drenched in my own blood.
-”Yes.. I give up.. you win...”- I closed my eyes and smiled once more.. But she merely drowned her knife inside me, until she found herself furiously stabbing my stomach.. I was only enduring the pain.. the pain of pleasure... Because the pleasure of my victory was shinning through..
-”No, I crave for your blood.. so scream! Cry! Feel the pain!”- She continued to continuously stab me.. While the duo was distracted and seemingly enjoying the sight of me getting stabbed multiple times.. I began to gather shadows underneath Lydie’s feet.
-”But.. Sandvika.. I don’t want to fight you, because.. because I do love you..!”- I caught her blade in my hand, blood dripped on my mask from the resulting cut.
-”Wh..what!? No..S..Simon..is..is.. that you?”- The red glow in her eyes ceased as she momentarily regained her senses.. I forced the knife out of her hand and hugged her, pulling her down to me... her forehead landed on my mask.
-”Yes it is me.. and I always loved you, my sweet barmaiden..”- I smirked beneath the mask.
-”I... I love you too.. my sweet Simon.. I mean.. we’re like family right?”- She bursted into tears.
-”Yes.. we are the greatest family that ever existed..”- I brought my right hand behind her head and stroked her hair.. I still could not believe how a mere knife was enough to cut through my gauntlet, which was made from ‘black steel’.. and yet it could not penetrate the shadowy wall.. was my powers getting weaker?
-”No.. no! I must annihilate you!”- She fallen into her furious state once again and attempted to squirm her way out off my grasp, however I was already holding her tightly.

Lydie was probably preparing to activate the rune, however the shadows wrapped around her feet like snakes and spread throughout her body, pinning her movement down.. she was unable to move anymore, not even chant her magic as one of the shadowy snakes wrapped around her mouth.

-”Zerneger! Tear through the barrier of space and warp us to the pocket dimension!”- I gave my command to my partner in combat, he was almost sleeping there, underneath my back.
-”Aight buddy!”- Suddenly space underneath my back shattered to fragments and a spatial hole carved it’s way to reality, sinking me inside... I held rampaging Sandvika as tightly as I was able too, dragging her along with me.. Distraction was successful in the end.. We were safely transferred to Zerneger’s pocket dimension. Scenery around me and Sandvika suddenly shifted to a dark one and completely devoid of life and matter.. both of us were floating in black nothingness.
-”Sandvika did you snap out of this?”- I asked her as she appeared to be calming down.
-”Huh? What happened? Why everything is so dark?!”- She pulled away from my grasp and looked around the area.. tears were rolling down from her eyes.. the stab wounds that I received were not closing down.. there was too many to count.. so it took longer this time for them to heal. I decided to comfort and question Sandvika while the wounds were healing.
-”You are in the pocket dimension, this reality is made up. It looks delusive, but it’s a realm of non existent space. You can walk on the middle of nothingness here, you can also breathe, even though it’s full of nothingness. Don’t be afraid. I saved you from those people, do you remember anything prior this point?”- She seemed to be crying and shivering, she looked down to my wounds and jumped to my grasp, hugging me tightly.. she was crying on my chest..
-”I’m sorry, Simon.. I don’t know what happened.. I’m really sorry..”- She was apologizing.
-”Do you remember anything at all?”- I asked her.
-”Ye..yes I do remember everything! I don’t know what’s gotten into me.. I..I.. was seeing things.. there was you and your sister, you came to me, telling me that the war is going to break out soon.. tha..that.. Impostor of Azure is going to destroy this village, I-I.. didn’t know it was you.. I didn’t know that there were two Simons..”- Her speech was terribly confusing.. I was lost for words myself, but I decided to comfort her.. I gently ran my hand across her head.
-”There.. there.. everything is going to be alright.. breathe slowly... and tell me what happened.”- It appeared that she remembered everything and on top of that she was still seeing Siegmund as Simon.
-”Well.. you came to me.. warning about the threat and explained how to prepare for the upcoming conflict.. you also brought that tasty watermelon.. I.. I.. don’t know why I did attack you.. I thought that you were impostor, but it appears that I was trying to kill you... I mean.. you looked very tall and muscular, like an exact replica of Azure... and now.. now you are back to normal.. I don’t know what happened...”- She was making even less sense, her speech was nervous and abstract.. I was able to feel the wild throbbing of her heart.
-”Geez.. it almost sounds like they screwed with your brain... I mean... Azure is dead.. and I am the only one Simon.. also I would never bring you watermelons..”- Although the thing that she was eating was not a watermelon at all, but I decided to be silent about this.
-”I’m sorry...”- She squeezed me harder.. the wounds on my stomach were already closing down.
-”Anyway, as I said.. I love you Sandvika, you are my true sister.. a sister connected by feelings and not some forsaken bloodshed! I will make them pay for what they did! Also.. I’m relieved to see you well, you haven’t exploded yet, so I guess Lydie can not activate her spell if her victim is outside of the reality. Phew... I’m glad... it was a huge wager..”- I released a deep sigh and gently pushed her away from me.
-”I’m really sorry, please don’t be mad at me... I don’t know what’s gotten into me.. I mean.. I wanted to avenge Azure...”- She looked up to me, her eyes were sparkling from tears. I wiped off her tears with my fingers.
-”I’m not mad. However, I must apologize I will leave you in this dark space for a little while longer.. I have to deal with them first.. I promise you that I will make it out alive. They must pay for their actions... and whatever they did to you.. I will find out.. and I will make them suffer the same!”- I clenched my fists firmly and pulled away from Sandvika.
-”J-just.. don’t get yourself killed... I don’t care about vengeance... I know that I can’t stop you, but please be safe... that’s all..”- She sniffled.
-”I promise... Azure’s final wish was to protect you and I’m not going to back down..”- Darkness swallowed me from behind as I was then brought back to the village.

Sentinel’s descent.

I pushed through the space once more, the scenery from darkness suddenly shifted to the one, which resembled a ruined village, no indeed it was a ruined village.. A conflict torn place.. Most of the area around the center was covered in rubble, smoke was rising, dust was descending.. cinders dancing in the air.. bodies of dead men laid out. Fallen pillars from before, showed signs of molten metal on the sides.. buildings were on fire.. arrows scattered below my feet. A complete nightmare.. and yet before me.. those two were eagerly waiting for my return.. Siegmund was sitting on the fallen pillar.. and Lydie was now free from the shadowy snakes.. She was standing on top of the same mage from before, same loyal comrade. The man was gravely wounded, his ribs broken and erected through his flesh into outside.. his left leg completely dissected. A puddle of blood underneath him.. Lydie was pressing her heel against his chest and looking down upon him. He was breathless, but even he... even he.. was a hero to my eyes, a hero, who never yielded, who always believed in the righteousness. My brother in arms he was.. With the remaining strength he managed to push Lydie’s heel away from his chest and turn his head to me..

-”M..master..y..y..yo..you.. have.. returned.. I’m g..glad.. n..now.. I can... d..die.. at.. p..peace..”- He said in a stuttering tone. He smirked, looking to me.. his eyes were darkened, but even he managed to go out with a bang.. his vision cut off.. but ears were still functioning.
-”I will avenge you, my brother in arms. Now rest in peace.”- I comforted the dying man and observed how his frame became inanimate.
-”Hoho.. took you long enough.. you sure took your time making out with Sandvika..”- Siegmund risen from the fallen pillar and approached Lydie. He stood on her left.
-”I have no words for scums like you, I have only one thing in mind...”- I clenched my fists firmly as the aura of darkness surrounded my outline, my eyes glimmered in crimson.
-”You have nothing in your mind, you are already dead..”- Lydie rolled her eyes in annoyance.
-”In my mind... you two are dead as well. What a nice coincidence.”- I bumped my fists against each other, the sound of metal shrieked throughout the skies.
-”Oh well.. you managed to win Sandvika from us.. but you have no idea how dead you are going to be soon...”- Siegmund merely sighed and emphatically swayed his hands to opposite sides.
-”I’ll feed you with your own medicine, trash.”- I mocked him in response.

I was the only one.. It was my destiny.. to stop them... I had to do it. If not me, then who would do this? Not everything was lost, Sandvika was protected.. Tree was still standing.. some of the villagers were safely evacuated.. and everything else could still be redone.. rebuilding everything takes time... but with great efforts this village and it’s people still had the chance to live a prosperous life. Black Night Crusader I was.. I named myself this way and I had to carry out this title.. Because I was always there when the night was blackest.. I was always there to shed the hope on life... It was not an option to back down.. it was not a choice to surrender either. I was a sentinel, the one sent by the Gods.. to watch over this village, to look after it’s people.. I did not care if I was not the real Simon.. I was just myself.. I always was the person, who guarded this place.

I brought my companion Zenerger into my hands and hammered through the air at full speed. I pummeled the wind into submission and marched like a true soldier, like a real man, who only sought to protect what was important for him. However, the night was still dark and I was yet to see what’s coming next. As I was approaching them, they were expanding drastically, they were getting bigger in seconds.. they were growing.. but why? Why did they suddenly become giants? Their huge shadow overlapped my frame and their foul mugs  inflicted fear in my heart as they looked down upon me... But I was not afraid.. Instead I was ready to survive the longest night yet!
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